the wound ((JIKOOK))

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jungkook POV

all my life, I didn't believe in love I always thought that it's something that I should never experience, I don't have time I have a dream I wanted to achieve, I tried to date couples of times, well I was forced though but I didn't know what to feel if you fell in love.

I don't wanna say that really changed now, but i'm really confused , the first moment my eyes laid on jimin I don't know, I used to think that i'm straight male but jimin made me feel a way I have never felt before*same bro hehehe*.

his tiny figure, his eyes omg his eyes I just can stare into them for days without even blink, and when he smile I feel like millions of flowers and butterflies hit me so hard.
his vulnerable state always made me to hug him, to just stare at him, don't make me start with his  beautiful lips I mean I can kiss him until he will be out of breath and I won't stop though.

I don't know I just wanna to get more close to him but I feel like he hates me or something , I tried a lot to make eye contact with him, but  in return he just averting his gaze away, i'm a straight forward person I don't know how to flirt or even know how to express my feelings I'm so bad at those stuffs.

also I don't wanna break the worker and manager relationship I don't him to think that i'm messing with him
I'm just confused I don't know but it certainly not love, maybe I like him..

so I decided that I should make a step I will ask him out if he refused I will try to forget all those feelings , although I will be disappointed, but if he agreed I may give it a try.

- jungkook was thinking on his way to work he convinced himself that's a good idea.

as soon as I arrived I saw him was messing with taehyung, I think they are kinda close, oh he saw me.

- The present-

" so jimin shi I wanna ask you about something" I said nervously afraid of his reaction, but he nodded and said of course.

" my friend gave me tickets to opera but he apologized at the last moment so , I was thinking if you wanna come if you don't mind" I said trying my best not to be so nervous and look cool.
jimin widened his eyes before he answered " oh I don't know it's kinda a surprise but I will see and tell you at the end of the day, okay"?
" oh of course take your time" I said with kinda disappointed tone, then I excused myself , as more customers filled the shop.

- jimin pov-

I didn't believe what just  happened, he asked me out or that was my imagination oh stupid jimin why are you so fucking hyped, calm your ass, he was giggling until he heard a voice
" what is so funny jimini"? tae said with a confused look while taking coffee to deliver it to one of customers.
" tae you won't believe, mr jungkook just  asked me out I didn't know what to say I was so nervous or how I should react so I told him I will tell him yes or no at the end of the day" jimin said without even breathing.

" woah woah I told you he is into you, when you told me that staring thing I thought like that because he never acted like this toward anyone, you're so lucky jimini , you should agree yoo" tae said with a wide smile.

" I I into m m me w w what d o o you mean tae"? jimin said nervously.

"forget it now just tell him yes, you will not lose anything try it out dude", tae said as he patted his head.
" I don't know tae I feel something wrong, i'm not comfortable" jimin said, " yah, give it a try", "okay it still early I will think through the day" jimin finally said in a defeated tone.

- At the end of the day-

jimin was about to leave when he heard a familiar voice
" hey, jimin shi wait you didn't tell me your answer" jungkook said nervously as he stood near the door.

" oh mmm okay, yes I would love to go" jimin said with a little blush.

jungkook widened his eyes, but quickly  acted  cool " okay at 9? is it cool with you, and don't worry I will pass by your home", he said.

jimin went to his home to get ready after he gave him the address.

-jungkook pov-

- in his car-
" just calm down you can do it, wtf jungkook you are acting like you will meet your high school crush or something" junkook was thinking while driving his way to the address jimin gave.

he finally arrived, waiting for him, he waited for like a few minutes until jimin appeared.
he gasped softly and left a "wow" at the sight in front of him,
jimin wore a black suit, his hair was not so messy but it was hot as it was, he could smell a very beautiful perfume like feminine one, and he loved that so much.

"I'm sorry , I did take time" jimin said with low tone as he opened the car door to sit beside him.
Junkook for seconds couldn't take his eyes away from the beautiful male sitting beside him, he looked so Manley but at the same time he had that feminine touch in his looks if that even makes a sense.

" o oh shall we go" jimin said tried to look away to hid his blush.
Jungkook was snapped from staring to drive again.

their way to opera was kinda quite, except for some noises caming from the radio.
" we are here" jungkook said announcing their arrival to their destination.

he moved quickly before jimin could open the car door, he opened the door for jimin , jimin turned to a tomato, he said while looking down "th thank you ,you don't have to".
" anything for you jimin" jungkook said, he slapped himself at how cheesy he was, but fortunately jimin didn't notice that he was already turning so red, trying his best to not to look at him.

the show was not that important to jungkook, it was just a cover to steal glances, as jimin was so into the show he didn't notice the staring man beside him.

the show ended , jimin was so happy .
" I saw that you liked that jimin shi" jungkook said as he started the car's engine to drive jimin back home.

" it was awesome I love anything related to art" jimin said excitedly as if he was a 5 years old child who just went to his favorite place.

Jungkook was happy that awkward vibe  disappeared now and tried to sound interested as much as possible.

" so you love art" jungkook asked, "yes too too much" jimin answered happily.

" no wonder because you are an art yourself " jungkook slapped himself again at how cheesy he was tonight ,jimin just fucked his mind with his Beauty.
" are you fine"? jimin asked, " oh yes, it was nothing, so why you love it so much" jungkook asked trying to sound normal again he didn't want to miss this golden chance.

" when I was young I used to love colors or beautiful things in general, and as I grew up I came to like drawing, also my goal now is to enter the art faculty" jimin said smiley.

" I hope you will achieve your dream, I also have one, I wish I will be the owner of the most fancy beautiful coffee shop chain in the whole world" jungkook said proudly.

" woah that's so cool mr jungkook" jimin said, jungkook said almost as a whisper when he got near jimins' ears " call me jungkook", he said with a slight seductive tone, but he saw Jimin tense state, so he backed off a little and said " but that of course outside work only between me and you".
" but you are ol" jimin was cut off his words, he widened his eyes due to jungkook's action.
"shhhh , I know that i'm older but I like it that way better jimin shi" jungkook said as he placed one of his fingers on jimin's lips with soft cute voice which made jimin's heart bounds like crazy he even felt his heart would stop at how cutely jungkook smiled at him.

heyyyo, i'm sorry this chapter sounds like a mess i'm so bad at writing fluffy stuffs so I'm sorry for any cringy feelings hehehe
also thanks for 300 hundred reads you guys are the best /0/ ّ*~*