the wound ((JIKOOK))

-18-

" It has been 2 months I'm going insane".
"kookie i told you to give him time, what he had been through was not easy"
" I know Hyung, but I'm afraid I'm so worried that he really hates me, every time i tried to get colse he rejects me, it's like yes we are living together at the same house but he's so far away from me, he eats alone, sleep alone, he even doesn't make an eye contact with me as if I'm not even exist, he only talks when tae coming for visit he seemed he's the only one he trust and love I'm so mad Hyung".

Namjoon felt sorry for his friend but he didn't know how to make it easy on him...

" Hyung, i missed him i want to kiss him to touch him to feel him,he's in front of me but i can't even breathe the same air, Hyung i want to make him feel better, i don't care if he doesn't love me anymore ... i missed his smile Hyung i cry each night it's so hard .."

Namjoon said after thinking " Listen you have to try harder I've some ideas"..

.......

" I missed you" tae said pouting
" You almost came here every day "
" That doesn't mean that i didn't missed you " he pouted again.
Jimin smiled,  he really loves his little tae, he is the only one who made him feel better..

" Ah i rememberd, look I've good news to my dearest friend " jimin said with enthusiasm.

Tae listened carefully..

" Jungkook told me that one of his friends has a crush on you, you remember that tall taned handsome one who was with him at hospital, he even told me he wanted your number" jimin winked at his friend.

Tae sighed " I told you I'm not thinking or ready to date right now"

" I'm not telling you to date just give him a chance he seemes like your type"
" what the hell you even know about my fucking type?"
" You love the daddy type am i wrong?"
Tae felt embarrassed "is that so obvious?"
jimin bursted in laugh " Omg I was kidding"
" Shut up, i hate you"
"Yes, me too"
" Btw how's it with jungkook" tae the one who winks now.
" What?! Nothing "
"What? you didn't have sex?!"
" Wtf Tae, no of course no, i leave no chance even for touching"
"Why, you love him?"
" I don't know,  after what happened i just wanted a break, I'm tired, i hate my body i hate myself everyone wants that sex shit.. "

" you know that jungkook is different, he really loves you, you didn't see him that day when you were unconscious, he was like a little lost kid, he didn't sleep, and he stayed besides you all night, he genuinely care about you, Thats why I'm leaving you to live with him but he wasted the chance and didn't fuck you ".

" I don't know how i should feel about your words, is that you care about me or you wanted me to get fucked I'm confused"
" Why not both baby?"
" You are weird tae did you know that"
" Who doesn't?"
"Any way hoseok didn't try to talk to you? "
"No,  leave him jimini, he is happy with yoongi hyung, I'm not hating him no more i just let go" tae said with sad smile.
" So, i changed my mind, give me that jungkook's friend number, and what's his name?"
jimin smiled " His name is namjoon..
.....

After Tae had left, he knew that after a while jungkook will come, it's so awkward between them and its so hard for jimin to be expressionless around him all the time, sometimes he felt sympthy towards him, but he didn't want to give him hope,
jungkook is a great guy, but he's not ready for any relationship.

He made sure to cock everyday for both of them, but he also made sure to eat alone before jungkook comes, he was about to eat as usual, but he heard a click of the door.

Jungkook was carrying something, jimin was about to leave to his room but jungkook stood there awkwardly..

He said " i bought your favorite food" jimin finds him cute because he seemed like a child who made a mistake and he was afraid from him mother's reaction.

Jimin shaked his head "cute my ass" he told himself, I'm not giving in to him, but it will be rude if i said no
" No thanks i ate a while ago " words just spelt from his mouth.

Jungkook seemed disappointed, but he quickly said " but it have extra cheese" he said with a cute shy smile".

Okay fuck it jimin just say thanks.."oh thanks," he took the food and enterd his room to eat alone,  he's strong and can't give in because a stupid extra cheese.

Jungkook just standed there and sighed loud " okay the first plan failed, but i won't give up.." .