the wound ((JIKOOK))

- The End-

" Yaa, that's my jimini, i told you that you will like it, finally my friend got liad , ah no no i can't come tonight actually I'm going out now to meet jungkook's friend so i will hang up baby good luck with your boyfriend".

Tae finished his call and was about to go out to his date, but his phone rang again, he gulped as soon as he saw the user's number but he didn't answer, he shut it down and went to the door.

Tae gasped when the door opened and relieved a panting hoseok,  he froze..

"Why don't you pick up" Hoseok said breathless..

"I'm sorry I'm in a hurry now so excuse me"  tae said trying to escape, the last thing he wanted to confront him, he's not fine and didn't want to be weak again.

" Tae, please we need to talk, i won't take so much, please?" Hoseok said with pleading eyes, looking directly into his eyes.

Tae was afraid, he was mad and still won't forgive him, but he also knows that hoseok is his weak point and he will give up eventually, but he also wanted to gave him chance at least to explain himself.

"Only ten minutes, i have an important appointment" tae said trying to look cold.

Hoseok entered, he didn't say anything he stayed silent for a couple of minutes, but tae was impatient.

"So?"

Hoseok raised his head and sighed "Can you please sit first " hoseok said patting the couch , tae sat but he looked at him coldy,  waiting for him to talk.

"Taehyung"
"You know whatever i say won't justify what i did to you but... tae we've been friends since we were young and i don't know if you will believe me or not but i loved you, from the first sight i loved everything about you your laugh, smile, idiocy, cuteness, your kind heart your pureness everything, but i felt that you are far away, you are in level that i can't reach, i thought always I'm not good enough even to have feelings towards you, you seemed to me like a distant star that i can't reach and have no right to try to reach , just looking at it and admire it from afar, i tried to run away and forget you, that's when  i met yoongi hyung, i told him everything and he accepted me as I'm, we started to date and i was hesitant, but you seemed fine, totally fine by it, so i assumed that I'm nothing to you more than a friend , i gave up on you and wished that you would find happiness with someone else, and when i approached you again because you seemed to igonre me at some point, i was at you, that you don't love me that you are okay with me being dating someone else, i was stupid motherfuker and i don't know what the hell i was thinking, i treated you badly and used you instead of telling you how precious you are to me... I'm really sorry ".

Tae looked at him , hearing each word, he didn't believe his ears, he loved him all that time!!.

" It's too late to apologize" tae said with the Same cold tone, and he was about to leave because he didn't want to hear anything else, but he was stopped by hoseok's hand, he was titiling his head.

"Don't go.. don't leave me"
"Hyung i-
and for the first time in his life, seeing hoseok crying, tae knows hoseok very well, he didn't like to cry even when he was alone, he didn't even cry when his mother died who was the most person he loved and appreciated, but  hoseok looked at him with broken eyes, crying and sobing, it hurts tae to see him this weak and he doesn't know why, because that what he wanted right? to see him hurt, but seeing him like that made him more at unease..

"Hyung stop crying, i forgive you"
Hoseok stopped crying and looked at him asking "really?!"
"Yes, but i can't promise you that i will forget easily..."

Hoseok standed up and hugged him, and tae melted into his embrace, he missed him, missed his smell, he wanted to stay like that forever..
"Hyung I've to go... someone is waiting for me and I'm late" Tae said trying to control his fast beating heart..