the wound ((JIKOOK))

-9-

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crying.. sobbing
that's what jimin felt like to do after what happened, he hated himself more felt disgusted more .

he tried his best not to look weak again, not enjoying someone's touch it's wrong all those who wanted only his body .

he regretted that he had to jerk himself off after what happened and just go back there as if nothing happened , he wanted to look more strong but actually all that shit made him hate himself even more.

- jungkook POV-

after ten minutes jimin still didn't get out maybe I should check if something happ..
oh here he is
what w.. wh why he looks like he was crying, why he looks like so deafted !!

"I'm sorry guys I kinda feel sick , I Don't think that I can eat with you my stomach hurts alot , I will leave now have fun" jimin said with sad hurt tone.

omg I fucked up
" wait I will ta.."
I was cut by him he looked at me with those watery eyes wtf I made him cry
" I know my way I don't wanna disturb your dinner, just have fun sir".
and before I even tried to explain myself he just left quickly, I was so shocked, " fuck fuck" I cursed I was about to run after him, but I found it's better not.
especially with those two confused men in front of me, I don't wanna them suspected anything.

-next morning-

-jimin POV-
honestly I didn't want to go to work after what happened , but unfortunately my father will come back tomorrow and I Don't wanna spend more time alone with him, also tae I can't leave him like that.

so I dragged my feet to work, I hope he is not there, but whom i'm kidding of course he is there.

I arrived but I didn't find him wow my wish came true,
" good morning tae, oh why you look so sad "
" jimini you came, finally I want to talk with you, and wtf happened yesterday why you left like that?"  tae said in one breathe.

" calm down dude, don't worry, I also need to talk but not now, after work we can hang out but you can't stay to sleep over my father will come back tomorrow".
"okay, let's start work then" tae said with a small sad smile.

" sure , emm t tae, emm is is Jungkook I mean, he didn't come yet or "
tae cut me " dude calm down" he said chuckling teasing me.

"stop it tae" I said finally feel less tense.
" no he won't come today, after you left he looked so lost , as if he broke up with his girlfriend , he was spacing out too much, then he told me that he won't come tomorrow "
"oh" that was all I said before making him questioning more " let's just work and talk later tae".

- skip to evening" yes because I'm lazy ass person :p -

" tae can you please stop I Wil tell you everything" jimin said.

" but since we arrived you are trying to waste time and not telling me what happened?" tae said with a cute pout.

" okay okay , listen" jimin told tae about what happened and how he cried.
" that fucking bastrad, but jimini, I think he regretted it I mean I told you after you left he looked so sad and puzzled, he even didn't eat anything and he excused himself after you had left one  hour later".

" why you always defending him, do you have a crush on him?" jimin said with a frowned expression.
" of course not stupid , I just have a good feelings about him, and you must be blamed also" tae said sticking his tongue out in a mocking tone

" me, wtf why" jimin said with angry confused tone.

" you know well he has a crush on you, but you was dressed so sexy, especially that tight pants, dude you should be careful more around him he maybe trund on you, and  couldn't control himself in front of your charm ass"
tae said teasing him.
" why it's my fault, yahh, if he couldn't control himself he could fuck himself I don't care, and I'm not that hot, especially that stupid Jungkook looks like a straight man , he wouldn't be effected by me anyway".

" jimin why ! always lowering yourself like that you are hot believed it deal with it, and" tae smirked " maybe he looked straight but you turned him gay, if I was in his shose I would be gay for you "
" taaeeee stop joking like that it's not funny" jimin shocked his head in disbelief.
"I'm not kidding" tae said with a serious look which scared jimin.

" okay even if your point is right, that's mean he only wants me for my body not for a long romantic relationship" jimin said trying to hide his embarrassment.

" oh so you are hopping now to have serious relationship with him" tae said with a teasing tone and moved closer to tickle him.

" stop stop tae, of course not I Don't trust him, okay tell me now why you looked so sad?".
jimin said trying to break free from tickling, which suddenly stopped and replaced with a sad lost tae.

" tae what's wrong?" jimin said with worried , concerned look.

tae sighed " after mr jungkook left us, we were alone me and hoseok hyung"
" he told me that he is sorry because he is no longer spend time with me as his best friend, and and..
tae stopped breathing for a second before he continued.
" he said that because he is dating  yoongi hyung".
" then he begged me that we should spend more time as a FUCKING  friends, can you believe that shit?"
" tae he doesn't know that you have feelings for him"'
" how can I tell him after what he said, it's hard so hard you don't know how I felt at that moment".
" I'm sorry tae".
" jimin the hardest thing in the world is that the one you love is not loving you back, and more worse is that he only see you as a friend".
" I didn't know how to respond , I just gave him a blank face, and I'm planning to ignore him totally, I can't stay beside him anymore , it's so hard,  sometimes I feel I'm out of breathe, I'm suffocating, dying but unfortunately my body is not dead yet, whenever I imagine him embracing him, telling him sweet words, cuddling while watching movies together, or calling each other late to just hear his voice, and that his voice would be that last thing in his ears before he fell asleep, going on dates, all those boyfriends things I just feel I'm dying literally".
tae said while crying and shivering .
jimin didn't know what to do to calm him down, he just hugged him and patted his head.

HELLO sorry again for this emo short chapter I feel like it's so lame but I'm so emo so why not?
thank you please vote "."