the kissing gate | simanda ✓

8. affection

Simon put his arm around Amanda as he yawned. This was the second time today he had done this and it caused the same reaction to Amanda. She felt her heart skip a beat and a shiver go up her spine.

Both times she was able to hide the shiver going up her spine. She had gotten the exact reaction as when Simon put his arm around her when he kissed her on the cheek when he finally arrived at Britain's got Talent and it sent tingles of warmth through her stomach and to her nether regions.

That simple kiss kept her going for rest of the day and Alesha noticed the change in both Amanda and Simon. Alesha asked Amanda what she and Simon had done that was making Amanda act like this and Simon and her to be more awkward around each other. Amanda explained to her in whispered tones, that she and Simon had shagged when they were both drunk after visiting people at a graveyard.

Of course, like Amanda predicted, Alesha asked for details and Amanda couldn't give them to her. She didn't remember much about that night but she couldn't stop thinking about it.

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Amanda went into her hotel room and she went into the closet, where her suitcase was being kept. She pulled out the one thing she knew that was going to be the one way she was going be able to get any sleep tonight. She tossed the dildo onto her bed and went into the bathroom with her pyjamas, even though she knew that she wasn't going to need them.

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Amanda stripped off the shirt that she had went to bed in and took off her pyjama pants and her knickers, dropping each article of clothing on the carpeted floor beside her hotel bed. She was ready to masturbate and knew that she had to be quiet or else she would be heard by Alesha because her room was right next to Amanda's.

She got under the covers, a habit formed when she had been a teenager to keep her parents from seeing what she was doing and masturbated late at night when she couldn’t sleep. She brought a hand to her breast and began to tweak her nipple, a small squeak escaping from Amanda’s mouth and she lowered her head to her breast. Amanda could just barely get her nipple in her mouth and as she licked herself, she discovered that she liked it.

She released her nipple from her mouth and she let her fingers ghost over her nipples, a moan coming out of her mouth when she lingered on the tips of her nipples. Amanda rolled one of her nipples in between two of her fingers and a louder moan came out of her mouth. Amanda had her free hand wander down to her clit and she began to rub at it while she rolled her nipple in between two fingers.

Amanda picked up the vibrator from on top of the covers of the bed and she turned on the vibrator, spreading her legs, and inserted it into her, surprising herself by moaning out Simon’s name. The vibrator was almost the same length and girth that Amanda imagined Simon was so it felt like he was in between her legs. Amanda began to thrust the vibrator in her and she started to rub her clit again. She moaned louder and stopped thrusting the vibrator in her, turning it to a higher setting, and began to play with her nipples.

It really did feel as though Simon was inside of Amanda as she masturbated. Amanda rubbed at her clit faster, pulling at it to bring herself pleasure. That was what Chris had always done for her whenever they made love and that had been frequently before they had to stop because he wasn't strong enough and passed away three months later. Amanda released her breast from her right hand and she began to pump the vibrator again. Amanda began to moan louder and she moaned Simon’s name again.

Amanda knew her body well enough that she knew that she was close to climaxing and she pumped the vibrator even faster in her and rubbed her clit even faster, resulting in an explosive climax for her. Amanda had never had a climax like that, not even with Chris before he passed away.

Amanda pulled the vibrator out of her and she turned it off, rubbing it clean with a tissue although she could have brought it to her bathroom and rinsed it off there. That would have to wait until morning so she put the vibrator on the nightstand beside her bed and picked her pyjamas up off the floor.

Amanda took the covers on her bed off her body and put her pyjamas back on. Now she felt tired because she had masturbated and there was now the old, familiar soreness in between her legs that she had always gotten after making love to Chris when he had been strong enough before passing away from cancer.

Amanda pulled the covers on her bed back over her and she turned onto her left side, her right hand touching her stomach and her left went under her pillow. She closed her eyes but sleep didn’t come right away like it should have. Amanda was still missing something, someone, for her to be able to sleep. Amanda wanted Simon to be in her bed and have him put his arms around her, tell her that she was beautiful, that he loved her, and kiss her cheek or lips but that wouldn't happen unless they were in a relationship.

Amanda moved her harder pillow to where Simon’s chest would have been if they hadn't been drunk when they and she was sleeping in his bed as if they had went on a date and then made love. Amanda pulled the covers down just enough to put her arm over them and she put her head on top of the pillow. It didn’t quite feel like Simon’s chest from what she remembered of the few minutes she had cuddled Simon the morning after their one night stand, but it was close enough to what she wanted desperately.

[_] hey guys! How smutty is this chapter? It feels like I'm publishing a lot of smut today but I like it because I love writing smut. What did you guys like about this chapter and what do you think is going to happen next? Bye until the next chapter.