Today was the day I was moving in with the guys. Simon and the boys had been so nice these past few days. Simon gave me money to get supplies for Izzy because mom and dad never got the time, and the boys took turns at night when she cried.
I was in the kitchen making supper for everyone before we drove back on the 1D bus for us to go to the mansion. i was cutting the onions, the way mom taught me. i started crying thinking of old memories with my mom didnt help the fact that she was gone and she was never coming back. i took a step away from the onions. i backed into the cabinets and i slid down. i was on the floor now with my hands clutched around the knife, i was rocking back and forth i put my head down on my knees. i was now sobbing into my knees. My body shook with every sob. i suddenly felt five presences in the room. i looked up and saw the boys there with Izzy. She was asleep in Zayns arms. i looked at her and started crying again. i was screaming in pain the pain of abandonment the pain of never seeing my parents again.
Harry walked closer to me and so did Niall.
"Jade put the knife down" Niall whispered his voice so soft and velvety it made my head spin.
I slowly set the knife down Harry imediatly picked it up. Niall scooped me up in his arms and started to rock me back and forth.
"I am going to take her upstairs Zayn take Izzy to her room and play with her and Harr finish supper"
I cried into Niall's chest. he took my upstairs and he sat me on the bed still in his arms he hugged me while I cried.
"They are never going to get to see me graduate, My dads never going to get to walk me down the aisle. my mom is never going to go wedding dress shopping with me." i cried harder into Niall's chest.
" They might not be there for you physically but they are with you in your heart and dreams" he whispered.
I got up and walked to the bathroom, i went for the razor i kept under the sink hiding it in a bag of pads so no one would see. i closed the door and reached for it. Just then Niall walked in and saw me. He moved closer and grabbed the razor from my hand.
"Why would you do that to yourself Jade you don't need to take that as a way out" he looked in my eyes i saw anger and something else in his eyes could it be no it couldnt could he be hurt by the fact i had that razor.
" thank you Niall" i said i got up on my knees and wrapped my arms around his neck giving him a hug.
" lets go down to have supper okayy?" he gave me a questioning glance
"I'm ikay I promise" i smiled he grabbed my hand and helped me up. we went downstairs and everyone looked at me like i was going to breakdown.
"MY PARENTS DIED OK IM ALLOWED TO BREAKDOWN NOW AND THEN DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE IM GOING TO CRY EVERY GODAMN MINUTE OK"
They all looked at me. blinked and nodded.
I covered my mouth what have I done. I turnned and ran away. i ran into the woods and i sat down in the old tree house and me and my dad built. i just sat there and starred at the roof. i suddenly heard footsteps.
"Jade"
Niall's voice rang through my ears.
HEY GUYS NEXT UPDATE IS GOING TO BE IN NIALLS POINT OF VIEW SO STAY TUNED AND ALSO I AM STILL LOOKING FOR A CO WRITER EMAIL ME OR INBOX ME AND WE WILL TALK
QUESTION OF THE DAY
HAVE YOU EVER DONE SOMETHING SO EMBARRASSING YOU COULDNT EVEN BE NEAR SOMEONE
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Musical Direction
WerewolfTragedy strikes a verbally abused girl, but when she learns that there's more to life than complaints she grows up and starts to see things differently. Jade is your average 16 year old till she is informed that her parents are dead and she is to...
