Musical Direction

You want me to what??

The next morning I woke up to an empty bed. I slowly make my way down the stairs , I hear voices coming from the kitchen.

"She's not going to agree to that! She's pregnant for gods sake"

"Come on Louis don't you think it would be nice to have her there. You did adopt her after all."

"Fine ask her but don't say I didn't warn you"

"Hey boys" I say turning the corner.

"Uh uh" Niall stutters.

I smirk and walk up to kiss him.

"I overheard your conversation what won't I agree to?"

"Well we were wondering if you wanted to come on tour with us, I understand if you don't want to but I-"

I cut him off.

"I'd love to come but when we get closer to my due date I want to come back here to have the baby"

"Really oh my Jade thank you so much"

"I am going back to bed pregnancy is tiring, you coming?" I asked Niall.

"Yeah I will be up in a second"

I smiled and climbed the stairs, and went to Niall and I's room.

As I lay down on out bed i start thinking about wedding plans where we are going to get married, where will we be when it comes to close to my due date. Will we be in Rome? Paris? There are so many possibilities as to where we are going to be. Should I be going on tour with them? I mean I am 7 and pregnant with thetwo childre of one of the worlds most wanted boys. The hate I hadn't even thought about the hate.

Before I knew it I was crying, Niall came into the room.

"Jade?"

All I do is sniffle. 

"Oh Jade baby what wrong?"

"where are we going to be when it happens the wedding and the birth, and the hate I haven't even thought about the hate"

Niall just rubbed my back and held me close.

"We will make it through this Jade" I smile and nod. Suddenly I am not so tired anymore. 

I get up and walk to the en suite bathroom our room has at the bungalow.

"And where do you think your going?"

"If you must know Mr. Horan I am going to take a shower"

"Not without me you're not" 

I laugh as we walk to the bathroom, we get undressed and step into the shower. 

Niall starts to sing to me as he washes my hair.

love I get so lost, sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes

love, I don't like to see so much pain
so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

and all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light,
the heat I see in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes

I smile and know that everything is going to be okay and no matter the fans or the place. We are going to be okay.

HELLO PEOPLE I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY I HAVE HAD HORRIBLE WRITERS BLOCK AND A BUNCH OF OTHER STUFF GOING ON. IT HAS TAKEN ME FOREVER TO WRITE THS CHAPTER SO ANYONE MESSAGE ME FOR THE CO WRITERS POSITION PLEASE I NEED HELP TO KEEP THIS STORY GOING I AM THINKING A SCANDEL IN THE BAND AND MAYBE ONE OUT OF IT I ALSO AM GVING HARRY A GIRLFRIEND SO IF YOU ARE INTERESTED MESSAGE ME AS WELL!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL AND AGAIN 

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY.

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JADE