Niall drove us home I couldn't believe that my parents were still alive and theyt wanted their baby back. They probably just did it to get rid of me. I did the only thing I could do if I put Izzy up for adoption then no one would find her, not logan not my mom or my dad.
"Stop the car"
"W-what" naill asked.
"I said stop the car pull into the driveway hurry theres not much time Logan went out with Seth at one for their monthly soccer game I can get Izzy out quick then we need to pack up and go to my house in Victoria BC. "
" Ok"
I ran inside and packed all my stuff. And Izzy's, Niall was packing his and the boys stuff. Wwere cutting it close Logan would be back soon if we didnt get out he would be home while we were still here and the plan would be ruined.
"Niall hurry up"
" I JUST FINISHED PACKING CALM DOWN WOMAN"
I walked into Izzy's room she was sleeping soundly on her bed. I wrote a note to her
Dear Izzy,
Do not try to find me, this should be your 18th birthday this is for you to see only then. I want you to know I love you with all my heart. I am not your mother though it says so on your birth certificate. The man who signed to be your father was working for my parents...our parents you are my sister and I had to give you up. or else they would have found you and you would have lived the horrible painful life I did I didnt want you to go through that... you survived stomach cancer at four months old you were five months old when I put you up for adoption I wish I didn't have to give you up I love you so much but it was to keep you safe from the man that signed to be your dad and your parents.
love your big sister
Jadexx
I closed the envelope and wrote for Izzy's 18th birthday.
Niall and I were on the road three minutes later everything was packed we messaged the boys to meet us in BC and we would explain what was happening later, they didn't object. They just did as they were told. We pulled up to the adoption center. Izzy was still sleeping. We wallked in and the lady came up to us and gave us the papers, since we made the appointment when we were packing. We gave her a picture of the people she was not allowed to show Izzy to we told her about Logan and my parents plan she understood and didn't want kids to be abused either. I kissed Izzy's forehead and handed her to the woman who's name I learned was Janet. I gave Janet the letter and thanked her for helping us.
Niall and I walked out to the car. I didn't say anything. He tried to get me to talk but still silence. He eventually gave up and let me be silent, he turned on the radio and a song I loved came on. I reached over and slammed on the butoon to turn it off I looked out the window still not saying anything. Niall and I stayed in complete silence. When we arrived at the airport we got on the private plane. I still hadn't said a word. On the plane I tried to sleep but failed, the thought in my head wouldn't let me.
You gave her up!
Your a coward!
You were never fit to be a mother anyways!
You didn't love her you were just looking for another reason to give her up!
When we landed in Vancouver we went on the farrie to Victoria. We stayed on the highway until we reached my house. The one my grandparents left me in their will. I walked in and brought my bags upstairs in my room. What no one knew was that i never slept in my bed in the room I always slept on the roof, my mom had a schedule that she would go on to check on me in the night and I would come down. Only my grandma knew about the secret staircase to the roof through the closet but now my grandma has passed away and I am the only one who knows.
I showed Niall where he and the boys would be staying.
"Goodnioght" I whispered as I wrapped my arms giving Niall a hug before bed.
Back in my room I locked it and got ready for bed. I grabbed my Ipod and went to the secret bedroom on the roof. As I fell asleep the words of Mad World lulled me to sleep.
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad wor---
A/N
Hey guys Im back from my trip and I am sorry for the sad chapter but she will see Izzy soon I promise and a LOT OF STUFF will happen in the next chapter song and roof bed on the side I love you all and yeah
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