Musical Direction

The guilt trip

When I woke up next the boys were all crowded around me.

"Jade baby are you okay you passed out and then I thought you died an-" I cut him off by pressing his lips to mine.

"That's a great way to tell me to shut up" Niall smiled.

"I'm fine I was just caught off guard at the fact Louis is adopting me."

"It's okay love we get it, it was a lot to take in" Harry spoke.

"Niall can you come with me for a sec I want to talk to you"

He nodded and followed behind me we got to our room and I shut the door.

"Niall why does Louis want to adopt me? I mean I am 16 and I have legal custody over Izzy, why not just let me be a part of your family without adoption being involved."

"Babe if you don't want to be adopted tell Louis he will understand."

"But what if I hurt him and he never speaks to me again"

"Why would you think I'd do that"

My head snapped towards the once closed door. there I saw Louis smiling.

"It's okay if you don't want me to adopt you it was just a suggestion I thought you might want a parent that will take care of you and who will love you"

Pack your bags everybody we are going on a guilt trip.

"Louis it's not that it's"

"I get it you want to be independent and you want to be a woman without chains that's fine"

"No Louis it's not that I-"

"It's fine I wanted to give you love you hadn't felt with your parents"

He started to cry.

"Okay you can adopt me on one condition I don't have to call you daddy and you don't control where I go."

"Okay" he smiled taking his head from his hands. no tears visible on his cheeks.

That little fucker he played me. I look to see Niall laughing his ass off.

"You think this is funny"

He doesn't respond due to the fact he is laughing so hard.

"Fine how's this for funny no sex for a month and I will be sleeping in another room" I huffed out and walked out the door only to bump into three bodies.

"Wait" Liam said

"You" Harry said

"Had" Zayn said

"SEX!!" Louis said appearing from no where.

My face flushed a deep red and I pushed myself through the laughing boys and ran to the dock.

I sat there for hours just looking over the ocean. dangling my feet in I started to sing to myself.

"Why are there so many

Songs about rainbows

And what's on the other side

Rainbow's are visions

They're only illusions

And rainbows have nothing to hide

So we've been told and some chose to

Believe it

But I know they're wrong wait and see

Someday we'll find it

The Rainbow Connection

The lovers, the dreamers and me

Who said that every wish

Would be heard and answered

When wished on the morning star

Somebody thought of that

And someone believed it

And look what it's done so far

What's so amazing

That keeps us star gazing

What do we think we might see

Someday we'll find it

That Rainbow Connection

The lovers the dreamers and me

Have you been half asleep

And have you heard voices

I've heard them calling my name

Are these the sweet sounds that called

The young sailors

I think they're one and the same

I've heard it too many times to ignore it

There's something that I'm supposed to be

Someday we'll find it

The Rainbow Connection

The lovers, the dreamers and me"

I let out a huff pulling myself up I walked along the shore line. Starring at the ocean again I realized the colour matched Niall's eyes. It was a beautiful cerulean blue. Oh how I loved that boy there's a piece of me missing when I'm not with him, an aching feeling in my body telling me to find him.

I walked back to the cabin walking in I see four bodies in the living room...where is Niall he lives watching movies with the boys I walk up the stairs towards our room. Niall is playing the guitar. I open the door and see him hunched over writing notes and chords.

"You know you look really hot when you do that"

He must have not known I was there because when I spoke he jumped, but soon smiled reaching his arms out to pull me in for a hug. I rested my head on his shoulder and he sat us down on the bed. me in his lap.

"You didn't really mean what you said earlier about the whole sleeping in another room thing...right?"

"Niall I couldn't sleep without you next to me even if I tried" I smiled and kissed him. I pushed further into him. he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance our tongues danced together exploring each other's mouths. Not breaking the kiss I push Niall down and straddle his waist. All of a sudden our make out session is cut short when there is a knock at the door. I pull away to see Louis smirking.

"Just came to tell you the lads and I are going back home...continue"

He turned and walked away.

I looked at Niall Examining his face his slightly swollen lips, his brown roots but blonde hair, his little nose and his braces. but the only thing that truly caught my eyes was the cerulean blue eyes that sparkled. I leaned down and placed my lips to his pulling back I smiled and said.

"I love you Niall James Horan"

"I love you too Jade Marie Lovett"

AND THAT CONCLUDES CHAPTER 19!!!!!!!!

Love

You

All

Bye!

Jade