David POV
I laughed, like I always did-I blew it off.
Everything's so funny and everyone's so happy until it's 12 AM and I'm on the floor of my bathroom repeating all human contact I had through out the day in my head and regretting everything with the bottle of pills in my hand.
. . .
"You fucking faggot"
Two hands shoved me to the ground, a lot of people crowded around me and I felt stomping, kicks and even spits.
. . .
When I was in middle school one boy who I used to like somehow found out about my feelings for him, that lead to me being constantly bullied for 5 years and it was the most horrible time of my life. Back then, I was a person who was not living- merely breathing and existing trying to keep my head above the water while being choked.
And even now, 20 years later that mental state still lives inside me overtaking me when I am alone, sometimes I feel as though the things that boy said are shackles that I would never be able to be freed from, and one day they would consume me, and I would die, on a cold marble floor.
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Fire & Ice
FanficDavid, under his sassy ,diva personality hides one of insecurities and anxiety. Simon on the other hand is dealing with a lot of work stress to the point of him feeling numb to life, also hiding his own fear of rejection and loneliness. These two me...
