A//N: OMG GUYS GUESS WHAT!? SOMEONE MADE ME A TRAILER FOR FIX YOU!! S//O TO WHO MADE THIS FOR ME. SHE IS AN AMAZING WRITER AND AN AMAZING PERSON FOR MAKING ME THIS!
Okay I need to stop writing in Capitol letters. lyke wut.
The link for the trailer is in my bio @glitter.horan from my INSTAGRAM.
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// n i a l l \\
I haven't left her side for 3 days. I slept in the tour bus in the parking lot. As soon as those doors opened, I was in there, and as soon as they closed, they dragged me out of there. I felt so guilty. If I wouldn't have said those things to her and let her explain, maybe she wouldn't have ran outside. Maybe she wouldn't have tried to cross the street with a broke ankle and get smashed by a truck.
My eyes were droopy and my hair was messed up, not gelled for days. I was wearing baggy sweat pants and an old Derby t-shirt, hugging the teddy bear I got her for Christmas constantly. I sighed and set the bear on her bed, taking out my laptop.
"Mate what are you doing?" Liam asked from his chair across the room. I just looked at him before opening up Photo Booth.
"Hi Skylar. Um...you've been in a coma for a few days now, and I wanna tell you so many things." I sighed my voice cracking. Liam gave me a small smile before going to the door and leaving, shutting it quietly. I looked at the recording camera, and broke down sobbing. "I just wanna start of-of how s-stupid I was telling you that. I should have let you talk," I wiped my face with both hands and sighed loudly.
I looked at her lifeless body, her chest slowly riding and falling. I grabbed her hand and stroked my thumb in circles on her small delicate hand. "I don't know what was going through my head. I was angry because I thought you were talking to...someone else you were in love with. But now I see I was the only one you were in love with." Tears streamed down my face and dropped on my lap. "I wish yeh were awake, so you can smack my arm and call me stupid. I wanna hear your laugh. I wanna see your smile. I wanna be able to wrapped my arms around yer body watching scary movies and feeling yeh jump so I can hold ya tighter." I blabbers and stared at her, hoping she would flutter her eyes open, and smile at me,hugging me tight.
"Skylar I just want you to know that I'm deeply sorreh for what did to you. Instead of fixing you," I let out a loud sob and looked right at the camera. "I broke ya more. And i know that you deserve a much better man and a much better life, but I just can't seem to let you go. You are our rock, Sky. And you kept us together when we were so mad at each other. And," I sighed and looked down.
"I love you so much for that. So please, I'm begging yeh, please, don't leave me." I cried and stopped the video. I scooted my chair closer to her and wrapped my arms under her, and rested my head on her chest, hearing the only thing that was keeping her alive. Her heart. I was secretly hoping that her heart was beating for me.
// l o u i s \\
I think Niall was going insane. He never left her room, only to leave and get food, which wasn't a lot for normal. Most of us, not all, came to the hospital everyday. We visit her room and wait in the room, hoping Niall would scream through the hallways, 'she's awake!'.
It never came.
Today was just Me, Harry, and Rylee. Liam was here, but he went home so he could go on a date with Morgan. Rylee and Harry were playing go-fish while I was into watching Family Feud. I saw someone out of the corner of my eye, a spur of blonde hair. My head snapped in her direction, her channel high heels clicking through the quiet hospital. Her perfectly evil blonde hair was curled, bouncing behind her. She held an Anne Klein black bag, strutting to us.
Tiffany Foster.
I flew up from my seat and stormed over to her. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I growled. Harry put his cards down and flew over, Rylee close behind.
She smirked and set her bag down on an empty chair. "I came here to see my boyfriend, since he won't leave the mentally disabled." She cocked her head to the side.
That's when I lost it. I smacked the disgusting smirk right off that bitches face. The crack echoed through the hallway, and I could hear her gasp and Rylee squeak. Harry grabbed my arms and pulled me back, screaming in her sorry ass face.
"YOURE A FUCKING BITCH! NIALL NEVER LIKED YOU AND HE NEVER WILL! HE IS IN LOVE WITH SKYLAR AND IF YOU HADNT TOLD HIM ABOUT THOSE FAKE PHONE CALLS MAYBE SHE WOULDNT BE DYING AND IN A COMA!" I screamed my head off.
"LOUIS!" Rylee cried and Harry grabbed her, hugging her tight. Tiffany looked shocked, as if she had just herd this.
"Yeah. She is in a coma because you made her feel like shit so she was running to my girlfriend when she got smashed by a tractor trailer!" I shouted.
"Lou, Emily isn't your girlfriend." Rylee sniffed and backed away from me. My forehead grew sweaty and I could feel my face turn bright red. I turned the corner and walked down the hallway, into Skylars room. I can't believe I said that about Emily. Eleanor is my girlfriend. But I can't deny my feelings for Em.
Now I feel hopeless. Either I go for a girlfriend who a know loves me, or I go for a girlfriend who may not even love me.
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fix you (Niall Horan)
FanfictionEDITING "Yes. And I promise you that nobody will ever hurt you again, not as long as I'm right here next to you. You're broken, but that won't stop me from fixing you." ::COMPLETED:: song: fix you-cold play