I force my eyes to gaze up
And accidentally they find their home in yours
Vulnerability towards fierceness
A rare combination
But still they worked out
Memories hurtle through our eyes
In a shushed manner
Against my hand on my lover
And yours round her waist
One of the image
It comes out of it's path
And turns to gold
Soon but it shatters, falling in pieces
My hands long for your touch
But this distance, I'll always keep
People never reveal what they feel
Or wouldn't it be social suicide?
We keep communicating through them eyes
As I feel his hand on my back
If you were him,
You would've caressed it
Making me feel yours
My lips miss the way you kissed them
And then left them exposed again
And nobody here knows
What a broken heart can feel
My friends think I've moved on
But what do they know?
That at nights
When I leave him alone in bed
And walk out to greet the moon
I imagine you'd be there
Walking with me on the shore
I had found a shelter
Only to loose it again
In this terrifying weather
The smell of apple pie by your mother
Would've greeted me at the door
And all of your sisters
Would've argued with each other
Trying to be the best
At naming our shipname
But I think the ship got a little lost too
Just as we did on our paths
I feel you at midnights
When the whole world's asleep
Wondering if you'll be there at this hour too
Thinking about me
And I know it's selfish
That I want you back
I need to feel your shadow
Behind my shadow
I want to walk down the aisle with you
But I've got a ring on my hand
Making me feel it's weight
And saying it's too late
So if I walk upto him
Would it be fair to imagine you
Standing there waiting for me
Or walking me down to him?
In the moment, your eyes turn away
And mine makes way to his
My soul's asking me to choose
Between you two
But I'm afraid to speak
Terrified that I'll pick you over
Even in my worst dreams
