[KAYE]
I woke up and found myself on our bed and I figured that Jin might've carried me here and when I looked around I saw Jin beside me, making me purely happy as I remembered the last time we slept together side by side and that was long ago.I adored Jin's perfectly shaped face and sharp features, especially those plump lips that I've kissed several times and can kiss numerous days and years more, I cupped his cheek and felt tingles that erupted in me and he was just too perfect for me to handle and just what could I say?
I took out my phone and snapped a picture of him cutely sleeping figuring that I should treasure this to myself and maybe for future use, you never know what will happen in the future, I placed my phone on the bedside table and continued scanning Jin's face, I brushed off the strands of hair that were lingering on his forehead and I swear my ovaries exploded if you could see how handsome my man had been.
His mama made him grow perfectly.
Total perfection and god holy mother of jisoos crust could I say more? This was all mine and mine alone, no woman will ever take him away, maybe someday there will be a woman who will because I couldn't really tell what's going on in that handsome head of his and he doesn't reveal anything to me when he doesnt want to.
"I love you"
I was shooketh with the words that came out of my mouth and brought a hand to cover it, I hope he didn't hear it, yes I love him and I don't know if he feels the same as I do but I didn't confess cause I didn't want to lose another love of my life from my grip..
I was about to snatch the other hand away when he stopped me from doing so, so I turned my attention to his face once more to find his eyes open and his lips smiling.
"You do?"
Rejection is the only thing that is gonna happen, I am pathetic.
I closed my eyes to prevent myself from crying and from stoppin my emotional hormones getting the best of me cause i'll probably look weak in front of a mafia leader.
"Do you?"
"I-I"
I couldn't even form a damn word from his intense stare and tight grip on my hand, it wasn't hurting me it was only making hard to resist and run away from the cringe I am feeling for myself.
"Reject me"
Those were the words that came out and I kept on trying to keep my tears to myself waiting for his answer but silence overcame the room and I looked at his eyes to see sadness.
"Love I won't reject you"
I swear I had a feeling of sparks inside of me.
Does he love me?
"Yes I love you"
I answered with a little bit of hope that he'll return those words and his smile returned.
"I love you too"
I jumped on him and hugged him but avoiding to crush the baby inside of me so I distanced myself a little.
"Easy"
He said and I laughed with tears in my eyes.
"Why are you crying?"
"I'm just happy nothing special"
"I love making you happy it makes me special to you"
I swooned at his swuave words and smooth talks but I knew that he was still the Jin I love despite his jerky things, I envy Jin's confidence it makes haters back off and not burst his bubble of confidence making me learn how to be myself also, even though he was a mafia he also is a role model to his members and an inspiration.
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The Devil's Deal K.SJ
Fanfiction"Life is risky, love is dangerous but for you? It's all worth it" He was just perfect, too perfect to be mine. Was love complicated? No, It's not our love that was complicated, the people were. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ I Jung Ka Ye, was just a n...