I Can Feel Your Pulse ~ A Bastille Dan Fan Fiction

Chapter X

Jess' Part

"Dan? Daan, wake up!" I said, I was worried. It was already 11 am and Dan just lie in bed and saying some confusing stuff. "Dan?" I said again, stroking his cheek now. He opened his eyes: "Jessy" I could see the relief in his eyes and suddenly I knew what happened.

"You had a nightmare, right?" I asked and he nodded. "But... I'm ok you are the important person now" There was pain in his voice, a kind of heavy pain. I was so sorry I never wanted to hurt him and now I did just because I had cancer. Maybe I had cancer. There was a little bit of hope left that the lump under my skin would be benign even if it was just a bit. Maybe I just thought like this because I didn't want to leave Dan alone and I didn't want to be without him- It would break my heart.

"We have to be at 2 pm at hospital, right?" Daniel jolted me out of my daydreams. "Uhh, yeah" I replied muttering and got out of the bed, then I went slowly into the bathroom and looked into the mirror. I looked like shit and like I was 70 years old so I decided to take a shower but I didn't look better than before.

Dan made breakfast and when I got out of the shower I went into the kitchen and started to eat Dan wasn't there yet though. Suddenly two hands lay down on my shoulders "Boh!" I heard Dan whispering into my hair. I laughed hardly although it wasn't that funny and turned around. Daniel kissed my cheek "Why are you so pretty" He grinned and I giggled.

"Oh no, today I look like a 70 years old woman" I smirked. "No you don't, you're beautiful like always" He whispered into my ear and I giggled again "And you're damn hot like always" I smirked and he blushed.

Meanwhile it was 1:30 pm and Dan and I decided to go but when we sat in the car I got anxiety attack, I started to cry while sitting on Dan's passenger side. "Dan I'm afraid" I sobbed and looked him into his face. I could see the pain in his eyes again, I felt so terrible hurting him. Suddenly I felt so cramped in his little car and wanted to get off it but Dan held my hand "Stay here, I'm there for you beautiful" and kissed me.

I felt better again and Dan started to drive to the hospital's direction, we reached it after 10 minutes. Inside of it there was this young blonde woman at the front desk from yesterday again smiling at us. "Jessyca Lockwood" I said clearing my throat then. "Second floor, room number one" she said quick and showed with her finger at a lift.

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I'm sorry I didn't update for a long time... Do you guys prefer shorter chapters and I update more often or should I write longer chapters and update less? Alina xx