Daimao : I love You, but....

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Daichan sit uncomfortably, fifteen minutes ago Ryonosuke, Mao elder brother make a surprise visite at Mao dorm, and even Ryonosuke could hide his shocked at Daichan present, but Daichan still get uneasy feeling emitted from him.  And right now, both of them sitting face to face while Mao goes out to get something to drink.

"How was work?"

"Good, very good, we just finished our show at LA last week"

"So... how long do you plan to stay at New York?"

"I am on my break right now, and I have to rehearsal for my next project in there day. In the matter of fact I am going to fly back to Japan tonight at 9pm"

"Huhhh....,that's why he asked me to postpone my flight, so he can pick me up after he sent Daichan away, Mao you're sly little fox"

"Excuse me, are you saying anything? I can't hear you clearly"

"Hmm, oh no I just ... some kind of recall something really funny"

"Oh... ok" Daichan keep rubbing his knee, and sometime scratch the back of his neck. Ryonosuke who just realize that, can't help to teased the nervous older man in front of him.

"Why are you so nervous?, are you doing something forbidden to my little brother while you stay here?"

"No no noo... of course not, I will never doing something like that!"

"Are you saying that my little brother is unattractive?"

"No... he is the most gorgeous and beautiful and kindest boys that I ever meet!"

"So.. are you like in love with him?" Daichan face become really red from blushing, that Ryonosuke can't no longer hold his laugh. And pat Daichan shoulder

"I am sorry Daichan, I am not angry at you, it's just annoys me a little bit that I am no longer his priority" Daichan nodding his head with relives all over his faces

"After all it so obvious that you adore him, you really loves him don't you?" Daichan lowered his gaze with his hands squeezing each other. And once again nodding his head defeatedly

"Mao is a good boys, he always been. He always puts others first before him. he never admitted his love for you, because he didn't want to worried our parent. After all same-sex relationships are still unacceptable in our society"

"Yes, I fully aware about that. That's why I will never take a step forwards, from the beginning I was gay, but not so with Mao, he even once had a girlfriend when he is in high school"

"Yeah, you are right, but in the end all of us have to admitted, he loves you to much, same as you, only blind and heartless people who can not see or feel the magnitude of love among both of you"

"You have no idea, how great my love for him, but it scared me"

"How it come?"

"I have a very bad experience in the past. And it scared me that he will be experience it too. I love him with all of me. And I will do anything to make sure that he is happy and get everything that he deserves. I really love him Ryo, but I can't take him away from his family, from people that know and loves him for ages"

"So, you chose to keep silent? And sacrifice you feeling?"

"Yes, and maybe someday, I can let him go, to get married and have his own family"

"But not right now?"

"No, I am sorry, I still can't let him go"

"So why don't you tried to fight for your love?"

"What do you mean?"

"Have you talked to my parent?"

"No, I haven't"

"You should tried, makes them believe that you are the best choice, make them trust you, to hand their precious son"

"Ryo, this is Mao that we talked about, he is your little brother, do you really didn't mine if he end up with me?"

"As long as Mao happy, I will deal with it some how, but if only you can guarantee that he will never cry or hurt"

"Ryo..., don't play with my heart. I could die if it turn out you don't mean it with your words" Ryonosuke let out the laughs.

"What I trying to say is, if you really love my brother like you said, and you will dedicated all of you to his happiness, I will fully support you" Daichan immediately grab Ryonosuke hand. His eyes are full with a new hope that have been gone for so long.

"Ryo, I promise you, I will love him and only him for the rest of my life, I will truly support him and dedicate my heart, body and soul just for his happiness" Ryonosuke smiled and patted the back of Daichan hand.

"Make him the happiest person on earth, and don't make me regret it"

"I will and you will never ever regret it, even just for a second" Daichan come across and hugs Ryonosuke. Greatly thankful for his new hopes.   

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