Random Rants

Interesting Day...

So today was a... interesting day to say the least.

I thought I understood how idiotic the kids in my class could be, and that they had done the most idiotic things possible already...

But nope. They managed to top the list. (Everyone is still laughing about it which really pisses me off because I had a full on panic attack and had to leave the room with two of my friends trying to calm me down).

Kids managed to make chloroform in the class... twice. (If you don't know what it is, look it up, in too lazy to explain).

So at first I misunderstood and thought kids mixed ammonia and bleach (if you don't know what that does, please don't test it, it will make poisonous gas). So that was really what sent me into the panic attack. Then when I found out it was chloroform, I didn't calm down because I didn't understand why the teacher wouldn't open up the goddamn door (honestly why would you keep it closed though?! Like, let some fresh air in). My friend next to me was trying to calm me down, but she was freaking out some too, so she made it worse in all honesty.

I could not breathe, so I was almost hyperventilating, but kinda not breathing at all because I didn't want to breathe in the chloroform and whatever else was in that room (plus it smelled awful, it was like a mixture of ammonia, bleach, acetone, and vinegar). And my teacher noticed and got really worried because he thought I was having a reaction or something to the chemicals.

Luckily my friends were there and explaining that I just needed a second to calm down (which actually took until the class ended which was almost 20 minutes). So they told him I needed to go outside, and they made me sit down and get ahold of myself (I didn't stay out long because I was worried people were like making fun of me).

Then I get back, and this ass was talking, making me panic more because he was saying something about poisonous gas, and then my friend noticed (thank you SaraSnartMendes15 ) and told him to shut up, and when he asked why and looked at me, he saw me and actually asked "what's wrong with her?" (In a kinda rude way).

That just pissed me off.

Then finally the class is over and we go to language arts (which is my favorite class because we get these warm ups and get to write stuff, so it's really fun) and apparently one of my friends told my teacher that I was still trying to calm down from a panic attack (sorry I love you guys, don't ever do that again). And she comes over to me (in front of the rest of the people at my table) and asks "do you need to go outside? Are you okay?" So I'm like nodding, trying to get her to shut up (because everyone is really quiet and can hear her, plus she was touching my shoulder and I don't like people touching me) and she doesn't really she goes on talking "don't hesitate to ask me if you need to go outside and walk around some."

And then I look at my paper so I could do my work, guess who literally forgot how to read? Well not necessarily forgot to read, more like couldn't comprehend the words on the page. So I didn't do the warm up at all (I hope she doesn't get mad I didn't do it).

I mean the rest of the day was pretty okay until I had to go back into the science room and really didn't want to, then my friends were kinda getting upset at me telling me "Nat there is nothing wrong, just go in." So I didn't like that too much.

Then in gym, the asshole who made the chloroform (ON PURPOSE) was laughing about it and saying how funny it was, and so did a lot of people, like it wasn't funny! I understand that it won't hurt you (in the short amount of time), but still it's scary to think about it, especially when it MELTS THE CUP! Like you have to know something is wrong if you melt a fucking cup.

Honestly, like how bad can you fuck up to accidentally make chloroform in class?

But robotics club (yes go ahead call me a nerd, we are by far the best team out school has) was absolutely awesome.

Especially when my friend Rachel came in to see me after she got out of play rehearsal and found us all on the floor looking for onions (you don't get it, you won't get it, it's an inside joke that I'm tired of explaining to everyone.) and I go up to her and was saying hi and someone asked where she came from so just just says "drama." And I laugh at her and go "DRAMA NERD."

And so she does laughing and she's like "really? I'm the nerd here? Cause last time I checked, you're building a robot."

Then she asks why we were looking for onions (she didn't understand when we simply answered 'onions' when she asked what we were looking for.) and were all like "because the onions exploded everywhere."

She she's still pretty confused.

Anyway, the thing that 'exploded' didn't explode, we were taking an axel from the other teams roller intake system and replacing it for ours, and someone accidentally moved the gear the wrong way so the 'onions' went everywhere.

On the bright side our robot is almost finished for our competition Saturday.

(Here's a picture from a while ago, it's a lot better now, but I forgot to take a picture).

If anyone wants nerdy robotics updates in my rants, comment and I will. (I love ranting about robotics, we have the BEST times).

Sorry that this turned into me talking about robotics. I turn a lot of conversations into robotics related stuff.

XOXO