Random Rants

Worst Fears

So, hi again!

I don't really know why I'm adding this, mainly I'm just bored, and feel like I don't talk about this. (Most likely because no one really asks).

But what's your worst fear? Ever. Comment, I'd like to see.

I guess I'll write mine so you guys don't feel alone.

My worst fear, is dying without being remembered. I'm not scared of dying, it's honestly something that comforts me if anything. You know, being able to know something is totally fact; we're all going to die. If anything I think it's intriguing. Not in a suicidal way or anything, but I want to know what it's like to die. To know what it feels like to feel the life slowly slipping away from your body, going off to whatever the afterlife has in store for it.

Any way, back to my actually fear. Like I said, I don't want to die without being remembered. It makes me really nervous to think that I could die, and now one would remember I died. To know I lived.

Think about it, how scary is it to think that one day you could die, and no one would remember you were ever here in the first place.

Like yeah I have friends, and I love them all so much, I don't think I could live without them. (SaraSnartMendes15 , onemorelight- , PhangirlsUnite221 ) but, it scares me so much to think that I never mattered to them.

What if they never liked me, I mean why would anyone care if I was gone, I haven't done anything important, there's no reason to remember me. I have parents to remember me, but really what's so great about me? I haven't done anything.

That's what scares me so much; I haven't given a reason for anyone to remember me.

The biggest accomplishment I have is taking the SAT in 7th grade. Well at least to other people it is.

My biggest achievement is having friends that I love, even if they don't love me. I couldn't live without them. They are my reason to live.

So that's why they are part of the reason for my biggest fear.

I have these people I care for so much, but what if they don't care that much for me? They could not even bat an eyelash at the fact that I died.

I want to be remembered. Not by the whole world necessarily, but by the people I love and are close to me.

So I'd love to read your fear if you left them! Thanks for reading!

XOXO