Coming Out

Chapter 1

This chapter needs some serious fixing and the others as well. Don't just stop on this chapter, keep reading. I've got some serious mind blowns coming out later on.

Him. The one I've been liking since Sophomore year. Once I saw him at that end of the year party being himself, it just made it more difficult. More difficult to stop my desires for him. Well today is officially the last year of high school and.. There he is. That perfect smile of his, that one dimple, his laugh, his hazel eyes, I just wanna...

"HI"! my best friend, Kyara, blurted out washing away my thoughts and snapping me back to reality.

"Um, hi" I said looking down while walking to my locker.

"I feel so grown all of a sudden since you do know this is our last year of hell!" she yelled, everyone looking at her as if she was crazy, which she was.

"I know right, It's just so surreal" I smiled opening my locker.

"Anyways how's that love of yours? You know, has he talked to you, looked at you Ina way, if you know what I mean, wink wink" she said while laughing

She winked as I laughed. " Uh no" I frowned " He's just that type of guy that every girl would kill just to be by his side, cuddling, kissing, and best of all." I said winking, laughing at the same time."He would never like me though"

It was true because.. I mean, okay yeah I've been told I was attractive and have curves in all the right places. But, compared to all the girls Chris has dated, I mean "hung out with" are way more attractive than me and have a killer body. Almost all the hot girls has gone to bed with him but neither of them became his girlfriend, they were all just a one night stand. Those try-hard girls always try to make Chris fall "in love" with them but he doesnt like those clingy whores. He's actually scared of commitment and love. So was I for my own reasons, but I didn't know his reason for it.

"Oh, I know what you're saying girl" Kyara shoving her shoulders against mine still laughing, God I love her.

"Well hello cuties" a guys familiar yet husky but soothing voice rang in my ear. It was my other best friend, Derek. He's actually really cute, had that brown, no product hair, olive skin, tall and nice smile, but compared to Chris, the one i've been liking since Sophomore year? ha! Chris is def perfection.

"Hey stupid" I said smiling meeting my eyes to his, don't forget he was tall, about 6'1 and well myself and Kyara we were both 5'3.

He faked hurt, putting his hand on top of his muscular chest and saying "Man, you're killing me" he said with a half smile on his face. I smiled sarcastically, shut my locker and said "See ya guys later!" leaving Kyara and Derek talking awkwardly, which I didn't understand why, But off to my least favorite class. History. Fuck.