Book Boy (Namjin)

Chapter 14

*Namjoon POV*

I wake to sound of laughter, I open my eyes and look around. I see my friends standing in the doorway laughing, they stop once they see me staring at them. I watch as they leave the room and close the door. I look over Jin who is sweating like crazy. I lift my leg and arm off of him and sit up. He wakes up and looks over at me.

"I'm not a pillow" He groans tiredly.

"What" I say confused.

"You put your legs around me like I was a pillow" He says.

"Sorry" I say. He sat up and I noticed a little blood on the pillow, probably from the cut on his cheek and opened up when he was punched. I saw everything that happened but I was too drunk care. 

"I need to go" He says.

"Just stay for breakfast" I insist.

"Namjoon, I need to go. I need to check on Hoseok" I say.

"You are all beat up and you need to check on Hoseok? Jin, you are so kind and thoughtful but for once just rest" I say. I prop pillows up for him so he can lean back. He leans back and closes his eyes.

"Fine. Can i have some pain killers? I'm in so much pain right now" He says.

"Sure baby" I says giving him a kiss before I get up and leave. I step out of the room and walk over to Yoongi and Jungkook.

"Why were you laughing?" I ask sternly. 

"Jin looked so uncomfortable, it was funny" Jungkook says.

"Leave, the breakfast place downstairs is open now" I snap. 

"Wow, good morning to you to" Yoongi says. As soon as they leave I start making breakfast.

*Jin POV*

I take my phone out of my jacket pocket and check the screen for cracks. Thankfully and surprisingly there wasn't any. I wanted to text Hoseok and let him know I would coming home late and that I wouldn't be there to open the shop.

Jin: Hoseok

Hobi: Jin

Jin: I wont be there to open the shop today, can you do it for me?

Hobi: Why can't you, are going to be having sex with you boyfriend all day

Jin: No, just please do it. I'm not in a good condition 

Hobi: from last night, I bet it was fun

Jin: Get over it Hoseok. I can fire you and kick you out of my house

Hobi: Go ahead

Jin: Give me the key when I get home today also your fired. pick up your last check tomorrow

After that he didn't reply so I assumed he was just too angry to. I took off my jacket and peeled the black shirt off my sweaty body. I had so many bruises on my body. I got up and went to the bathroom. I stood in the mirror staring at my body. Images of their face flash through my head when they beat me up. I shook it off and splashed my face with cold water to help wake me up a little.

"Jin?" Namjoon calls.

"I'm in the bathroom" I say. I didn't close the door so he walked in and stared at my bruised body. 

"I made you eggs" He says.

"I can't do this anymore Namjoon, something has to change" I say.

"Like what? This is how I live. I understand if you want to leave" He says.

"I... need to go. Thanks for everything, I will text you" I say. I leave the bathroom and grab my clothes from yesterday. It was painful to put on but I had to hide the pain, I didn't want him to be more concerned. I stepped out of the room and looked back at him. He was eating the eggs that he made for me. I left him standing there in the bed room. Once I was outside I looked down and at my feet and sighed. I really liked him but I don't think I can be with him anymore. I looked up and started walking home. There was a few people out walking their dogs or just out for a morning walk. I got weird looks from people and glares. I looked down and walked. It was the only thing I could do. 

When I got home I found that all of Hoseoks things were gone but the key, he left that on the kitchen table along with a note.

Dear Jin,

I want to support you with this relationship but I can't anymore. I'm leaving, I will be at my parents house for a while. I might come back because I really did enjoy living with you for that short period of time, but for right now I need to leave.

I will see you soon,

Jung Hoseok

I read the note over and over wanting him to be here to cheer me up. I sat down on the couch and opened up a beer can that was left on the coffee table. I took a sip and turned the Tv on, I wanted to get drunk and forget everything.

*Namjoon POV*

I sat down on the bed and stared at the spot where he was sleeping peacefully an hour ago. The blood stain felt like it was the closest I would ever be to him again. I leaned back and stared blankly at my hands. I remember the feeling of my hand holding onto his. His hands were so warm and soft. I can still feel my hands running up and down up his back whenever we were kissing. I miss him, I love him...

"I...love...you Jin" I whisper before breaking down in tears. Maybe it was good that he left me. He would be safer and not in all these problems. He never said that he wanted to break up with me so maybe we still have a chance together. My phone buzzes so grab it hoping it's Jin, it's my ex, Jackson. 

Jackson: want to hook up tonight?

Namjoon: I'm in a relationship

Jackson: So?

Namjoon: He is going to kill me... where do you want to meet

Jackson: my place