Book Boy (Namjin)

Chapter 13

We sit down at a booth with our drinks and watch as the people dancing are tripping over each other drunkly. We got there a bit late so people were already drunk. I wasn't drinking anything because they wanted me to drive them back. 

"Jin" Yoongi says.

"Yeah" I yell over the loud music.

"How is Hoseok doing?" He asks.

"He is doing well, I think. I haven't really asked him" I yell. Namjoon took a shot and stood up. A few eyes darted to him.

"I'm going to go dance" he says.

"But you aren't drunk yet" Jungkook says.

"True" He says. He sits back down and takes a huge sip from his drink. I stared at him with a lot of judgment. Taehyung was sipping his beer and staring off into space. I looked like he didn't to be there anymore, we just got here and looked like he wanted to leave. I snapped my fingers in front of his bringing him back to reality.

"You look like you don't want to be here" I say.

"Can you take me home?" He asks. He looked me the eyes, his eyes were big and full of innocence.

"Sure" I say. We stand up and scoot past the others.

"Where are you going?" Namjoon asks.

"I'm taking him home, he isn't the mood to be here" I say. We walk out to the car. I unlock the doors and he sits down in the front passenger seat. I sit down and put my hands on the steering wheel. He leans his head back and sighs.

"Are you okay?" I ask as I start driving.

"Can I tell you something? You have to promise not tell Namjoon though" He says looking at me.

"Sure and I promise" I say.

"As much as I like hanging out with Namjoon, he just keeps pressuring me into doing thins I don't really want to do. I thought it would help me get more experience in life but... I want to stop this, I want to go back to the old me." He says.

"I can help you, I can help you get more experience in life without pressuring you. Namjoon... You might not like what he is doing but I am working on him." I say.

"Thank you, how are you going to help me?" He asks.

"I need to figure that out, I can give you my number and you can send me a list of the things you want to do and I work with it. I will make you get out of your comfort zone though" I say.

"Thanks" He says. He looks out the front window and looks up at the tall buildings. I dropped him off in front of where Namjoon used to live. He thanked me and got out of the car.

"I can walk from here, it's not far" He says.

"Okay, bye" I say. I wave and start driving away back to the club. At this point they are probably very drunk. I hurry back into the club where I see a fight just beginning.

"Jinnn" Namjoon says drunkly waving me over to the center of the circle. A few people push me forward but I push them off me. I take one step into the circle and Namjoon disappears. They guy in front of me was in a fighting stance. I looked back trying to find Namjoon but he was nowhere to be found. I got into a fighting stance and got ready to fight. I have never been in a fight like this before, I had no idea what to do. He threw the first punch that hit me in the cheek, I stumbled back a little and then got back into the stance. I punched and hit him in the arm, I'm not strong so it didn't do much. A few other guys jumped forward and took me down. They were beating me up. I lay on the floor only able to take their kicks and not able defend myself. They cleared after I stopped moving. I was in so much pain, it felt like they were still kicking me. Namjoon came over and helped me up. I decided it time to leave so I dragged them outside after paying for their drinks. I called Hoseok to come and drive us back.

After a short while Hoseok walked up and grabbed the keys out of my hands.

"Drop us off at my place" Namjoon says drunkly. I sat in the front seat next to Hoseok. They started singing and shaking the car with their violent movements. A manly hand crept up Hoseok's thigh and he pressed his foot to the gas peddle. He smacked it away and speed up.

"Hoseok-ah, we should get back together" Yoongi says putting his hand on his thigh again.

"Your drunk, shut up" Hoseok says angrily. They sat quietly not wanting to anger Hoseok. He was pretty scary when he gets angry. I lean my head back and glance over at Hoseok who was trying not to cry. I patted his knee to comfort him but he flinched a little. He pulled up into the parking lot and them out. Hoseok took his hands off the wheel and looked over at me with concern

"Jin, this isn't like you" He says.

"I didn't want this to happen, all I did was agree to driving them back. I didn't drink either, I needed you to pick me up because I didn't think I would be able to" I say.

"I don't think you should be with him anymore" He says.

"Why?" I ask.

"Isn't it obvious? You got raped by some guy and now you are all beat up" He says.

"So?" I say.

"Jin, you look like an idiot for staying with him. After all this, you are still with him. It's been a month and all of this has happened. How many times have you had sex with him?"

"A few times. Does that even matter?" I ask.

"Jin, as a friend... I am trying to protect you, so please leave him" He says.

"Thanks for showing you care but this my life and I really like him, I will talk to him but I will not leave him" I say.

"Find a way home tomorrow" He says looking away. I sigh not wanting to argue with him, I get out of the car and walk to Namjoon and his friends who are waiting.

We walked into the building and Namjoon waved goodbye. The climb up the stairs was an interesting sight to see. 

Namjoon tried to open the door to his apartment with the key but he kept dropping them. I grabbed the keys away from him and unlocked the door. They stumbled in and crashed on the couch. I closed the door and locked it. I didn't want to stay but Hoseok wouldn't drive me home or pick me up. Namjoon grabbed me and stumbled to his room. He pressed me to the wall and stared into my eyes.

"I'm not in the mood for this" I say.

"I really really really really like you, did you know that" He says, his breath reeked of alcohol.

"I did yes" I say.

"We should date" He says. I laughed a little at him.

"We are dating" I say. He kisses me then passes out on the bed. I cover him with blankets then I lay down next to him and fall asleep.