*Namjoon POV*
I wake up next to Jin in his bed. He looked so peaceful and sweet. I move a piece of hair out of his accidentally waking him up. He smiles then stretches out his arms and legs.
"Morning baby" I say kissing him.
"Morning" He says sitting up. He looks at the clock then gets out of bed. I watch as he grabs a towel and wraps it around his waist then heads to the shower. I sit up and put my underwear on.
"I'm going to make breakfast, what do you want?" I ask opening the bathroom door. He sticks his head out of the shower.
"Surprise me" he replies. I nod and go to the kitchen. I opened the cabinet and found a large selection of cereal, ramen, chips, seasonings, breads and a few bottles of wine. In the fridge he had a few pre-made salads, fruits, vegetables, things for making soups, eggs, different kinds of cheeses, and a few beer bottles. I stood in awe staring at all the food.
"You're letting all the cold air out" Jin says. He had a towel around his waist and a smaller towel in hand. His hair was wet and dripping a little still. I gulp down hard trying my best not kiss him.
"Hello?" Jin says snapping his fingers. I come back reality and close the fridge door. He chuckles then dries his hair as he walks back to the bathroom. I grab a box of cereal from the cabinet and pour some into a bowl for Jin. I set the box and the milk on the table. I look through the drawers trying to find the silverware
"Jin?" I yell hoping he replies but he doesn't. I walk to his room and found him sitting in front of the mirror putting on makeup. I never knew he wore makeup, but it didn't really look noticeable either so it made sense. He set down a black pencil thing then picked up a brush and a red lipstick thing. He saw me watching him but he didn't care. I watched as used the brush to put red on the inner part of his lips. He rubbed his lips together evening out the color.
"What do you need?" He asks.
"Where do you keep your silverware?" I ask. He stands up and grabs his makeup. He sets it down on the bathroom counter.
"I will show you" He says. I follow him back to kitchen to where he keeps his utensils. He hands me a spoon the he takes one for himself. We sit down at the table and sit in silence awkwardly waiting for the other to grab the milk. I reach for it and pour it into my bowl. Jin pours it into his bowl and begins eating.
"We can't ignore what happened that night, you can't just every time we run into an issue we have sex. We need to solve this" he says. I set my spoon down and sigh.
"I thought we could have a peaceful breakfast, but I guess not" I say looking up at him. I clench my fists then I stretch my hands out.
"We can't ignore this" he says.
"It's hard to when someone keeps talking about" I mumble under my breath.
"What" Jin snaps.
"Nothing" I say.
"We can talk about this later, for now let's just eat" I say. He stands up quickly pushing the chair behind him.
"We can't keep pushing this off" he yells.
"Let it go Jin" I snap standing up as well.
"I will not let it go" he snaps. Without thinking I punch nocking him to floor. I realize what I did and start apologizing.
"I'm so sorry, are you okay?" I ask trying to help him up.
"LEAVE, NOW. I HATE YOU. PUT YOUR CLOTHES ON AND LEAVE" he yells. A tear falls down my face as take a step back and regret what I just did. I walk slowly looking back at Jin as I walk to his room. I quickly put my clothes on then I walk past Jin who is crying and eating his cereal.
"Jin I didn't me-"
"Get out" he says through clenched teeth. I sigh and start walking towards the front door. I look back as I reach for the handle to get one last look at him before I leave. I close the door behind me then I walk down the steps and onto the sidewalk. I walk with my head down as I walk back to my place.
Once I get back to my place I grab the pack of soju and start drinking. I spend the rest of the morning drinking until all the bottles are empty. I stumble around my apartment yelling and throwing things that the wall from anger. I now have broken glass all over the floor and a hole in the wall from where I punched it. There was a light nock at my door so I carefully walk around the glass not wanting to step on any. I open the door expecting an adult instead of a kid.
"Are you alright sir?" The kid asks. I smile at him.
"Not really, but don't worry. I will be though, in a bit" I say.
"What happened?" He asks.
"You will understand when you are older" I say. I say goodbye then I slowly close the door. I lay down on the couch and fall asleep.
YOU ARE READING
Book Boy (Namjin)
FanfictionAfter a late night movie at the local theater; the local book store owner: Jin, decides to stop at the new coffee shop that popped up next to the theater for some food. Jin meets the most handsome barista, but little does he know what stories will u...