mental problems

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Justin's pov

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It's to dark..

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Oh, it's just me..I was bumping my head on the small window to the huge fucking door. I hate it. I couldn't even feel it, or pain.

I saw the girl running, she was free to run, while I was stuck back here, alone with my demons.

WHY DID YOU LET HER GO, YOUR WORTHLESS YOU COULD OF CAUGHT HER.

No, but I couldn't! I'm trapped here, stupid voices, they sound just like him, Jason. God, I wish I could strangle him have my hands have a deadly strong grip on his neck, that would be pulsing for air, his face red, his eyes losing color, making the vanes in his eyes red. I smiled evilly to myself of the thought, I would rather skin him alive then be free out of this place, I would set him on fire, I started laughing historically. Blood I don't know why but it just came in my messed up mind, blood oozing, a puddling of it, I hummed at the thought, delicious. I started feeling something under my feet but I knew nothing was really there, I looked down, and just how I imagined, blood. Soaking under my feet, I moved my toes, playing in the blood, I knew what I would see if I turned around.

I just stared out the small excuse of a window, I haven't had a fresh kill In forever, the blood started rising more, no. Please no. I couldn't control my body, I was paralyzed, again. Thoughts of my past began again, 'flash back'

'Ok everyone in the court settle down!' The judge announced, slamming his hammer thingy on his desk, the court was shushing each other, then gave there attention to me, giving me pathetic sorrow and pity looks, the judge cleared his throat, 'Justin drew Bieber, age 11 will be put in mental hospital of shady acres, mr, Shay, please give back round of the boy for the professors,' mr.shay was my layer, I looked at the professors for who will decide weather I will be stable enough for there hospital, 'mr. biebers childhood background from birth, father was an drug addict murdered mother of Justin Bieber with him at witness, i couldn't help but remember it, 'YOU DUMB DISGUSTING SLUT YOU DONT DESERVE TO LIVE!' He scream, she was cornered and was scared , ' j-Jeremy p-please! Put the bottle down!' She said, I sat there at the end of the stairs, I was just awoken again from them fighting, he looked at her with disgust, he waved his Hand with with the empty glass bottle of vodka In his hand, 'NO!' She yelled, but it was to late..he splashed the bottle threw her head, there was a huge gash on the top of her head the broken pieces of glass everywhere.

'ORDER, ORDER!' I was snapped out of my evil memory, the court was ranting, then eventually quieted down to hear more about my past, the judge allowed mr.shay to continue, he cleared his throat looking back down at his paper clip board, 'father brutality abused Justin at daily bases after mothers death which also cause to being molested' he said, then the memory came to mind, 'OW daddy stop!' I pleaded, I felt pain in my head and arm, he kept pulling at my arm and throwing me into a wall, he got more angry 'your nothing! Your just like your stupid excuse of a mother!' He yelled, then i felt the back of his hand slap me across the face, I felt tears falling down my cheeks and sting at the pain I felt when they hit my burning cheeks. Then I remembered those terrifying nights.

I heard my fathers footsteps lazily walking to my bedroom door, I knew what was about to happen, and I felt my eyes start to water, I heard my door creek open. 'Son, wakey wakey' he said, he wasn't mad drunk, honestly I don't know what one is worsted. I sniffled, I couldn't help it, I knew he heard me. The door opened wider, I heard his heavy footsteps walk towards my bed, I bed squeaked and I felt a heavy weight get pulled down on it, telling me he was laying besides me, I could smell the alcohol, I felt his cold rough hand lay on my waist the start pulling down my pants, I stood still, I was to scared to move, I felt my pants stop at my knees, then I heard him up buttoning his pants and pulling them down.

I was really scared, my stomach was starting to feel sick, he turned my down on my stomach and he started lifting himself off the bed and lean over top of me, I started shaking my head, 'no!' I said scared, but he already out his wight on me, he started shushing me pinning me down in the bed, 'don't make this difficult son' he said sternly, he gripped on my hips holding them still on the bed, then with I felt a strong pain go threw my bottom, 'no!' I yelled, all his wight was put on me holding me down, then he started thrusting, the pain, all I felt was pain his me, 'ow! No daddy it hurts stop!' I yelled with tears falling down my cheeks, he ignored me and moaned, my back my bottom half of my body was in pain. That night I was in unbearable pain and lost my voice from all the screaming I did.

'Justin!' I heard 'no..' I whispered, 'Justin! Wake up!' I felt my body be spooked, i opened my eyes and was back in the court, everyone was staring at me, I then realized I couldn't stop shaking and I had wet tears on my face, 'um, court dismissed, 5 minutes' the judge said then banged his hammer, everyone started walking out the room and talking to each other. 'End of flashback'

Now I've been stuck in this stupid hospital, the blood was gone. I looked back at the corner I walkways lay in and walk over to it and lay back down, with my devils whispering in my ear, wanting nothing but to kill.

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