Why

Chapter 6

When i woke up I was in my room and Eli was sitting by my bed.

"What happened?" I asked.

"You past out what do you think happened."

"Ohno."

"What?" Eli asked getting up.

"Well every time I go to sleep a memory comes back they're all very vivid I passed out a couple days ago but when I woke up i didn't remember anything for a couple minutes then I heard a baby crying and it all came back." I took a deep breath I didn't know why I was telling eli this he probably won't like me at all after this but i dont care hes the only one i feel safe telling "That memory was when I was being born."

"What?"

"Ya. and I understand if..." I had to stop talking because i heard cops sirens and i see a doctor leaning over me then it's gone and I start gasping for air.and eli is leaning over me screaming my name.

Once he realizes im back he asks "What happened first your babbling off of how i should just leave because you assume i don't like you then you start tumbling forward and look like you're dead for 3 hours."

"That was three hours?"

"Ya how long do you think it was?"

"I don't know a couple minutes?"

"Lydia what happened?"

"I don't know i was in an ambulance and a doctor was leaning over me."

In that moment he reached down and kissed me I was so shocked i just sat there then i kissed him back. He was kissing me with urgency, hunger and sorrow. It only lasted a couple seconds but it was the best kiss of my life.

When I opened my eyes he was gone. But at least i knew he wanted me. But what was keeping him back?

The next day was school i was going to talk to eli there about why he just ditched me last night but he wasn't there. I asked quinn where he would be but he was nowhere i even asked his sisters and the dickheads from last night. But he was just gone i when to my apartment and laid done then fell asleep into my memories.

I was in the hospital hooked up to a bunch of machines and stuff. "It worked she forgot everything about her past she will think that she got in a car accident and her parents died as did her sister."

"Ok, good but what if she sees her sister." said a very familiar voice, Eli.

"I don't know for sure, it might trigger something like a memory but other than that i think we'll be good."

I wake up crying.