Why

Chapter 7

I'm siting on my bed waiting for Eli to come over, tears slowly trickling down my face. I don't know why he was in my dream or memory or whatever, but I was going to find out. I felt betrayed, angered, and heart-broken sad.

When I heard him knock on the door I jumped up whipped the tears off my face and ran to the door. When I opened it I punched him right in the nose. It wasn't my plan I just kinda got very angry because he knew this whole time. He knew more about my life than I did, he knew who my sister was and where her and my real parents are, he fucking knew.

"YOU KNEW!" I screamed at him. I turned around and ran to my bedroom. Me being the stupid girl I am fell on my bed and cried till I started hiccuping and coughing. I felt the bed dip down where Eli must have sat down and he started to rub my back. As much as I wanted to push him away I grabbed onto him and cried into his chest.

After I got done crying we went out to the living room. I sat on the couch staring at a black TV. "You knew." I whisper mostly to myself, but he heard anyway.

"I know what?" He said sounding irritated.

"You know." I said.

"I know what?!" he said standing up.

That's when I stand up to and walk to the kitchen. when I get in the kitchen I take a sticky note and write on it that I went  out because my mom was supposed to come by later.

"Let's go." I say with no emotion attached to my voice. Eli follows silently behind me.

We walk all the way to a caribou coffee in silence. I order a iced caramel coffee and let Eli get what he wants and walk to a booth. "You know who my parents are and where they are including my sister." I say once he sits down.

"I have no Idea what your talking about." he responds looking at me with disbelief in his eyes.

"Oh bullshit! You know who and where my real biological family is. I heard you talking to the doctor he said that I would think they got into a car wreck and all of them died." I say looking at him in the eyes watching them go from disbelief to fear, except I don't know why there's fear. 

"what else do you remember?" He asks carefully and slowly.

"I don't know its all blurry but your voice was crystal clear the rest faint whispers. Its giving me a headache." I say putting my head in my hands.

He sighs in relief, "What did I say?"

"It's all going to be okay, I'll protect you, no matter what." I repeat the voice in my head.

Eli looks at like I seen a ghost. "You remember that?"

"Ya? Why?" I ask confused.

"Listen Lydia. You have a very dark past. It's about time you know about it." Eli says almost whispering and a cold chill goes down my spine knowing this isn't going to be good.