another shitty love story

Another shitty love story Chapter 5

"I'm sorry Justin but I-I don't think I can go?...i want to I really do," she put her hand on his "but I don't think my parents would allow me." Her eyes were tearing up and she blinked them away.

"It's okay then, I understand" Justin said pursing his lips, it reminded Emily of the night of the dance. Something she didn't want to know anything about she didn't want to remember or ever think about it not even for a second, who was Emily to tell Justin that he only liked her that night and for the way she dressed? who was she to tell him that he didn't care about her. She had no such authority.

"If I could I would but, I mean I'm only seventeen years old and we don't have any money to go on such a long trip." She told him squeezing his hand.

"I told you it's okay Emily, like I said if it takes forever I'll waste it making your dream come true." he leaned over the table and kissed her forehead. She closed her eyes, and took a deep breath. Trying to absorb that moment right then and there so she wouldn't forget it. So she would always remember it.

At the park they walked around holding hands and talking,

"What would be the worst life that can make death a granted wish and the worst death?" Emily asked looking at the blue skies.

"Worst life and worst death? hmm" Justin thought for a moment, "worst death would be broken heart and loneliness, worst life..." he paused for a moment and a smirk grew across his face "worst life,..would be to live without you."

Emily blushed and stared at the ground.

"Life may not be perfect, it never is. But sometimes there are some people who can make you smile and make life as perfect as it can be," she looked at Justin "and if that person promises you his forever, there's not a better life out there."

They continued walking and began swinging their arms back and forth.

A girl passed by them she was almost as pretty as Jenna, when suddenly she waved.

"Hey Justin." she said chewing on her gum.

"Hey Annemarie" he waved with his other hand.

Emily gave him a look,

"Oh come on she's just a friend." he said laughing."Plus she has a boyfriend and a kid"

Emily got surprised and looked back over her shoulder at Annemarie, a tall skinny white girl with straight blonde hair blowing over her shoulder with every step, she had some curves and her skinny arms were long. she wore a stripped tank top a little too small showing her stomach and some tight light blue skinny jeans, how the hell?! she didn't even look like she had a child. she looked back and Justin and he nodded as if saying 'I know right unbelievable.'

" She.."

"Yup" Justin said nodding.

"Had a..?"

"Yup"

"A child?!"she finished.

"Yeah at age 16"

"How old is she now?" Emily asked

"Around 17, 18 maybe"

"What the hell?!"

"I know right she's crazy."

"Girls these days I swear, but she doesn't even look like it!" Emily said so surprised and whispering as if Annemarie could hear them.

"I know, you're different than all the girls these days"

"That's because I'm a GIRK" She said smiling.

"That is true," Justin agreed " but you, you are beautiful without makeup on, you are yourself, you don't bother trying to fit it cause you love to be different, and you make the days brighter just when you smile, you don't try hiding behind a person that isn't there. You're not just a girl not even just a geek! You're Emily and you are the girk of my dreams."