Dan help me during the healing process for my leg. I rent an apartment in town close to the beach. Zacky called me several time but I never answer him. A week ago, I got out of the grocery store and he was outside. His back on his car. He came to talk to me but I just ignore him. I couldn't forgive him, I didn't have confidence in him anymore.
Tonight, like every other night, I was alone in my empty apartment. Feeling alone, empty inside, feeling unloved. It's been six months that I didn't talk to Zacky. The sound of the Tv was the only thing that felt like life in the apartment. Because I was felling so lifeless since I wasn't with the guys. Jimmy,Matt,Brian and Johnny were making me laugh, they cared about me. Not like Zacky who cheated on me. I missed them, but I have to move on even if it was killing me. Suddenly someone knock at my door. I got up and look trough the little hole of the door. It was Zacky, he finally found me. He was looking around, he seem nervous. I didn't open, I decided to talk to him trough the door. "What do you want Zacky?" I ask him still looking at him trough the door hole. He seem surprise by how I answer him. "Mary?...... Please open the door, we need to talk" He begged me. I sigh heavily, I don't know what to do. Maybe it wasn't totally his fault. I open the door slowly. He slowly enter, looking at my place. And we sit on the couch. He seem to sweat and he play with his hands, he looks so fucking nervous. "I-I'm sorry for what happen to you. But just know that what happen with that girl that night. It wasn't my fault. She had drug me, she put some in my food and that's why I didn't really recognize you until you said that we were done. I blame myself everyday for what happen to you. I blame myself everyday because your not there for the guys, I know you miss them like they miss you. Just know that I miss you even more, I didn't have anybody else in my life since you Mary. You are the only one that I want. I didn't even get with a groupie. I know it may seem crazy but it's the truth, look." He got a paper out of his pocket, it's the police document about the girl. Everything was there. She poison Zacky, that's why he didn't realize what he was doing. I look at him, his green eyes were worried, he wanted me to believe him. He wanted me to be with him again. "I think I'll need a little time Zacky" He nodded, got up and left my apartment. My eyes were on the paper. I was confused, I couldn't trust him back just like that.
That night, I had to cry myself to sleep. I felt so alone, I wanted someone to hold me tight, to hug me and care about me, like Zacky did.
The next morning I woke up, I need to talk to Zacky, I need him, I want him. So I open my laptop to check if they had a show today. No, they didn't have any show planed in a long time. Weird. It was 10 am. Do I call him or text him? If I text him, I won't wake him up but if I call him, it makes things more official... Fuck it I'm calling him! I shyly dialed his number. "Hello?" Zacky answer, he didn't seem sleepy at all. "Hi, Zacky it's Mary. Hum... Can we meet at the beach? I need to talk to you." My voice was unsure, without a single confidence in me. "Yeah sure, I made breakfast, do you want me to bring you some?" He seem happy that I call him, it made me less nervous. "Yeah, if you want. See you soon Zacky" "Bye Mary" And we hung up. Now I had to rush. I jump in the shower, wash my hair and all. I put a bikini with jean short and a crocked top on, it was written Lady on it. Dan give it to me a few weeks ago. I put on light make up, put my sunglasses on and headed to the beach. There was only one long chair, so I sit, waiting for Zacky to arrive. I want to talk to him, but I don't know what to say! Zacky came and sat in front of me. He handed me his breakfast. "You put my shirt on, he looks awesome on you" He said with a smile. I take off my glasses and look at him quizzically. "Dan gave me this shirt." I told him, he had a huge smile on his face, proud of something. "I gave it to him, for you" A shy smile crept on my face. " I'm sorry Zacky, trough all those months, I wouldn't listen to you and blame you, but the only one that we should blame is that stupid bitch for poisoning you." I told him, his green eyes were sparkling. I finish the delicious breakfast. And pull him in a shy hug, he put his arms around my waist and hug me tight. "I missed you Zee" I whisper, tears starting to build in my eyes. "I've miss you too" He answer as he put a delicate kiss on my shoulder. I didn't know that he would of heard me. We pull apart but my hands rested behind his neck as his hands were on my waist. We look in each others eyes. I was melting in his green ones, I could stay like this forever. "What are we Mary?" He ask me the same question I ask him before he ask me to be his girl. "I miss you, I nee you and I think I might be falling for you all over again" I told him, it was true, I love that guy, he is the one that I ever wanted. It was not his fault if he got poisoned. "Same for me, do you want to be my girlfriend again Mary?" "Yes!" I giggle and pull him closer to me, I didn't feel his cold snakebites in a long time, it was an amazing feeling. I have miss that! I have miss his gentle touch and his sensual voice, I have miss him so much. His cell phone rang in his pocket. He pull away and answer his phone, keeping his eyes in mine. "Yeah I'm coming with a surprise." He told and hung up. He took my hand and said "Follow me" with a sweet smile. We walk hand in hand to his car. It's like if nothing have ever changed. He open my car door for me to enter the passenger seat. "Where are we going?" I ask him, looking at him quizzically. He put a hand on my tight. "Don't worry, I'm not kidnapping you!" He said with a wink. I took his hand in mine. I feel love, I was feeling complete all over again. We arrive at a blue building. He led me in, I enter and saw Johnny, Brian, Matt and Jimmy in the studio. "Mary!" Jimmy jump out of his seat and took me in his arms, I wasn't touching the floor anymore. I hug all the guys, everybody was happy, I was happy. "So, you two are back together?" Brian ask looking at Zacky and I. We look at each other, Zacky pull me close to him and kiss the top of my head. "Yeah, she finally listen to me." Zacky said, I slap him gently on the arm. I feel alive, complete and happy. Everything is perfect. The boys were writing a new album and Zacky and I started Vengeance University.
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I was working on a new design for VU on my laptop when Zacky came back home, he enter the room and throw himself on the bed. "You are tired baby?" I ask him, shoving his hair away from his face. He just groan in respond. I save what I was doing and put the computer away. He put his head on my stomach, putting is arms around me. "Go take a shower Zee, you'll sleep better" He groan again and walk to the bathroom. I open the Tv in our room and watch trough different channel. He came back to the bed room with only a towel tied around his waist, water still dripping from his wet hair. His colorful tattoos were glowing, his green eyes were looking at me, a sexy smirk appear on his round face. I take the bed sheets off me. I slowly got out of bed. I only had short shirts and a 'V' neck shirt for pyjamas. I was lucky that I didn't decided to wear a big comfy pyjamas, it was still sexy. We step forward to each other without leaving each other gaze. He slowly took the end of my shirt and throw it in the corner of the room. He take a look at my half naked body before I untied his towel. The view is amazing. His already hard member was teasing me madly! We giggle as he place me down on the bed, taking of my short. We kiss in need, his cold snakebites were traveling from my lips to my collar bone. We made love all night! It was good, hard and sweaty sex! No scratch that! We made love. I fell asleep, my head rest on his hot chest. I woke up the next morning, I was woken up by a soft touch on my skin. Zacky's fingers were slowly tracing the tattoos on my arms. I slowly open my eyes to meet his bright green ones. "Good morning beautiful" He told me in his soft warm voice. "Good morning handsome" I answer him as I put a delicate kiss on his pink one. I didn't care about morning breath, I love him and that's all. "You know that we are working on a new album.." He trailed off, looking at the bed as he pull himself up on one arm. "Yes.. how is it going?" I ask him. It was weird from him, usually when he had something on his mind he would just say it. "We are done" He said. "Wait you'r talking about the album or about me?" I ask feeling my heart race in my chest. "No, no, no, I was talking about the album of course. I don't want to leave you, well, I never want to leave. you. Would you like to go on the road with us again?" He ask me, feeling shy and nervous. "Of course I want babe! This is my job and I do it with the one I love, everything is perfect!"
On the road again.
THE END
