Blizzard {complete ✔️}

Day 3, night 4

Mornings sucked shit. They were cold and tiring. Plus Ezra kept waking up to a coat wrapped around him. One that he kept making him think he wasn't a bother to a certain person. Yet, he was always proven wrong any other way. Which didn't help with the thoughts he had been having lately.
So this morning he just laid there telling himself that this wasn't real. He wasn't kidnapped by pirates. He wasn't stuck on a pale thing with people who hated him. The ghost crew members were just about to wake him. He wasn't going to die by being cold on this ice rock. He refused to. Which meant he could only do one thing and one thing only. Refusing to open his eyes.
"Hey, get up." Starkiller stated kicking him lightly. Ezra refused to move. He just laid there silently. He kept preying this was a dream and Hera would say something to snap him out of this.
"Hey, punk ass get up!" Starkiller stated loudly kicking him a little bit less lightly. Ezra held his side for a second making Starkiller's heart stop. Had he actually hurt him?
"Hey! I said get the fuck up!" Starkiller stated shaking him. His eyes were full of anger for a second. That is before began to panic. This was what his master did before she.....Oh god. That wasn't happening again, right? Right? He couldn't lose anyone else like that?
"Get up! I said get the fuck up!" He yelled shaking him. Ezra refused to open his eyes for a second. Meanwhile M had just woken up to see this. The second she saw the look on her brother's face she knew what came next.
"Blue berry stop messing with him, get up." M stated walking over. Ezra stayed still for another second. Then he heard someone gasping for air. No wait, tang was definitely someone hyperventilating. He would know. He had done it a lot before.
"Oh god not again." M stated as Ezra was dropped on the floor. Ezra squeezed his eye open seeing M holding her brother's shoulders as he kept breathing heavily. He looked so terrified while thinking he failed someone else. He failed someone and ended up killing them to.
"Starkiller, Star, look at me. He's fine. He's not dead." M stated the helmet on his head looking right where his eyes would be. The twins were cooking the food they had finished before they saw it. The second they saw him on the floor they began to panic. DJ held his boyfriend and Arcann back. He knew that only M could get through to him. Anyone else who tried got forced choked.
"Bro, bro look at me. Look at me." She said as her dark purple eyes looked into something. The male's breathing calmed down a bit as he looked into large purple eyes. Within seconds he was as calm as before he began hyperventilating. Ezra sat up quickly making Arcann jump. DJ on the other hand swore a bit.
"Hey songbird, you okay now?" M smiled. Starkiller chuckled a bit.
"Yeah. I'm fine star. I'm fine......W-who else saw that?" He asked trying to look behind her. She held his helmeted head in he hands refusing to let him see the other males. Thexan helped Ezra up before smacking him. The he walked him towards the fire while glaring at him.
"Don't worry about it. Just go relax for today. We can take care of our selves for a bit." M smiled. Starkiller shook his head a she caught his breath. Ezra noticed he was doing something strange with his hands. One hand was squeezed shut with his thumb rubbing the fingers that were bent. It seemed so familiar though. Almost like he saw someone do it before.
"I'll be fine. I just gotta go get some fresh air." He stated getting up. His eyes were definitely only on his sister for a bit. She stood up with him.
"Well, you wanna go hunting with me. I'm sure the others can go cut wood on their own." M smiled. Before her brother could even say a word she grabbed his wrist and dragged him out of the cave. They were all ready to go in groups to go get wood though. Thexan and Ezra were soon sent out into the woods to cuts some trees down with a red lightsaber Starkiller head left behind.
As Thexan began chopping some wood Ezra's mind began to race as he played with his hand cuffs. Unlike M, Thexan didn't trust the male enough to remove the handcuffs. He bit his lips as he began itching. Meanwhile his mind began to wander to where he saw those hand motions before. It was bothering him more then Starkiller being worked up over someone dying again. Why did it seem so familiar?
"Kid, you okay?" Thexan asked walking over to him. Ezra gave him a puzzled look.
"You look like your questioning all of you life actions."
"Just one." Ezra admitted looking down. As he looked down he realized something. His legs barely touched the ground from the large fallen pine tree he was sitting on. Thexan bit his lip for a second.
"If this is about this morning, don't worry about Starkiller. He gets worked up a lot. He can't help it though." Thexan sighed sitting down next to him. Ezra just felt mor guilt over making him panic.
  "Why does he act like that?" He asks looking at him. Thexan titled his head.
"Like what?"
"Like why does he treat me like trash? Why does he think he's better the me? Whydoes he have a panic attack every time something doesn't go his way? Why does he do that thing with his hands to calm down?" He asked throwing his cuffed hands in the air in frustration.
"If you think that's bad wait until you seem him read or do anything with math." Thexan sighed. He climbed off the log as the saber turned back on. He began hacking up another fallen log standing up horizontally into tinier bits again. Ezra glanced at hi for a minute as his thoughts left his mouth.
"How worse can it get?" Ezra asked.
"Pretty bad. He literally uses the force to break things when he breaks. So every time he tried to read he breaks six cups if someone tried to help him." Thexan stated as he swung the blade. Another piece of a log landed on the ground to the left. Ezra noticed how his eyes looked though when he did it. They looked fearful. Like they feared him killing them all in his sleep. Yet, this was something Ezra knew about for sure.
"I used to do that too you know. Force sensitives can't help it. We just break things a lot. It hurts and causes damage but, we don't mean to do it you know." Ezra stated in his defence. Which was surprising. Starkiller wasn't even nice to him and here he was defending him. Defending him even though he probably didn't deserve it.
"I know you can't help it but, it's still a little scary." Thexan sighs like owing at him. Ezra bit his lip thinking about the first time he made something break when he broke. He remembered the fear in his parent's eyes as the looked at him then at the broke cup on the floor.
"Trust me, it scares him more then it scares you." Ezra sighed. Thexan continued working while stayed like sitting in silence for a few hours. Around four to be exact. All while trapped in their own thoughts. Their own warm thoughts protecting them from the world and harsh reality of this situation.
"I-I know it shouldn't scare me. I've known hims since I was seven. He's done that since we were seven but, it just makes me wonder, can he do it to a person. Am I gonna be thrown out a window next. And I know it's silly and he wouldn't do it but, it's just like fearing death. You can't help but do it sometime." Thexan sighed standing up straight looking at him. Ezra jumped off the log to move around a bit.
"I know. I know. Yet, it still jets sometimes when people look at you with fear too if your one of us you know. So, don't you dare start giving him that look. Just look at him like he's a person, not a monster. That's all we want." Ezra stated looking at him. Thexan nodded as he went back to work.
A few hours sited they both headed back home with carrying large piles off wood in their arms. They cam home to Arcann and DJ laughing on the floor while M ate what they had skinned from yesterday. Meanwhile Starkiller was sitting behind his sister remaining motionless as well as emotionless. So the boy's joined in laughing with the group for a bit until it was time for bed.
Once again at night Ezra was the first to fall asleep. He had amazing dreams that he was back home on the Ghost with his family. As for Arcann, he dreamed about Johnny. DJ and Thexan dreamed about marrying each other. M dreamed about living in a land made out of candy. Galen just stayed up all night again watching the snow dunes holding back tears as the other slept after tossing his coat on a shivering sleeping Ezra again.
"What's wrong with me?" He asked the two moons in the sky as he hugged his legs closer to his chest.