guys my age ➳ myg

four

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and it makes me hold on
and it makes me wanna be all yours

~

as i walked through the school gates,
i am greeted by a crowd of
people blocking the entryway.

"how was the philippines, dude?!"
"omo! you're back!"
"woah! you've grown so much, hyonu!"

i sigh remembering that
my shitty ex came back.
i turned around to go through
the back door,
an escape route i've learn
through the countless times
i skipped school.
suddenly,
someone grabbed my hand.

"soori, wait."

not today, satan.

"fuck off.
it's too early in the
morning for this shit."

"whatta way to welcome
someone back."
he chuckled,
tryna lighten up the mood.
that shit didn't work.

"don't try and
act like nothing happened,
hyonu."

"look, im truly sorry,
soori. i-"

"just leave me alone.
i don't want to see your
sorry ass."

~

the day went on as normal.
hyonu pestering me.
yuna being annoying,
as usual.

it was time to go to
mr. min's literature class.
my least favorite class, tbh.

i sheepishly walked
in the class to see
students gathered around his desk,
giving him papers.
i looked around in confusion
as the crowd cleared up,
finding my seat.

"ms. lee,
your homework please."

i haven't even taken
my shit out yet and
this dude asking questions
about homework.

as i lay my head
on the desk in frustration,
the door suddenly opened.

"annyeonghaseo."
a familiar voice said,
making my eyes widen.

you looked around the classroom,
making eye contact with me,
before greeting your hyung.

"wow. i'm surprised.
you got him to notice you."
yuna whispered.

when tf did she get here?

"yuna,
he more than noticed me."
i whispered back,
making her gasp.

i felt like a kindergartener
bragging about my new toy.

"did you fuck him,
soori-ah?"
i ignored her,
sneaking out the classroom.

i wandered the hallway
in the same matter as
the first time i met you.
i chuckled as i thought
about two weeks a-

"hi unnie!"

"jesus!"
i screamed,
"sae! don't scare me like that.
what are you doing out of class?"
i was being a good,
protective big sister.

"just going to the restroom.
you?"

"i was just going
back to class."

"okay, bye!"
she squealed.

i watched her disappear
into the empty hall.
i turned around to see you,
smiling your gummy smile,
looking all daddy-ish.

"your sister?"

i nodded.
"what are you
doing here?"

"dropping something off."

"you just wanted to see me."
i chuckled.

"of course."
you said before
kissing my lips
passionately.

your hands trailed
from my waist
to the hem of my miniskirt,
totally unaware of where
we were.

i remember,
we met up a couple times
after that night,
mostly just enjoying
each other's company.
i don't know what we were
or where we stood.
we were fuck buddies then,
i guessed.

"i want to see you, again.
out of school."
you whispered.

"me too."

"does hyung know
you're out?"
you said,
pulling out of my
embrace.

"no."

"bad girl."
you flicked my forehead,
"go back to class.
i'll text you after school."

"yes, oppa."
i sang,
before turning
the corner.

i turned around
to see sae hiding
behind the wall,
her chubby fingers
clinged to the concrete.
my heart dropped as
she gasped
and ran down the hall.

"sae, wait!"
i screamed.
but it was too late.

fuck.
she knows.

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okay so this chapter was short