I always have this feeling
Like something is missing
Rather someone is missing
I have more than hundred messages on Instagram and Whatsapp
Yet I feel like I'm socially lonely
I've more than ten best friends
You can say I'm popular
Yet I feel like I'm alone
Every night I cry myself to sleep
Thinking that what would my feelings be if you were in my life
Asking myself this question repeatedly: "Would I still feel lonely?"
Everyday I check my Instagram and Whatsapp to see if you've message me
But every single day I scroll through hundreds of names not finding yours
Everyday I wait till you're friends are gone so I can talk to you
But every single day you ignore me like I'm invisible
Everyday I watch you change girls like clothes
Wanting for you to play me even if it's for a day
But every single day you avoid me like I'm poison to you
And today because of you I've become the slut
The slut who craves for attention
The slut who sees you in other guys
Who imagines you in other guys
Who feels you in other guys
But yet, you still fail to acknowledge my existence
