Finally, I cut through the skin with the shiny metal while swallowing the bottle full of sleeping pills.
Permitting myself to enter a deep slumber where there's no return.
And no, I didn't do this because I wanted to or I hated myself or because of my flaws or because everyone told me to do so.
But I did it just because he wanted to and because he hated me and because all he saw was my flaws and because he told me to.
