I'm not allowed to cry
Why?
Because I'm not in the right position
I'm known for being that happy go lucky girl
That girl who will help you with all of your problems. Who doesn't have any problems of her own
Who doesn't need help. And it's true
I can get through this on my own. Right?
I can do this by myself. Right?
I don't need to talk to anyone, I'm not depressed! Right?
Right! I got this!
You can cry
Yes you are, isn't that what you tell me?
You don't need to be in the right position.
Sometimes happy needs a break.
We all know that's a lie. Everyone has problems sometimes a problem is bigger than the other.
Ha! Stop lying.
Not a problem as big as this.
No.
Stop lying to yourself! Talk to me!
NO YOU DON'T! PLEASE! STOP IGNORING ME! PLEASE! TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED! Please... please... let me help you... Just this once... Just this one time... I care to much to see you do this to yourself... come here and cry.... go home and cry... I don't care where just cry
Please!
What...
What's happening?
Why?
Am I really...?
...
No!
Stop!
Stop crying!
STOP!
WHY CAN'T I STOP?
MAKE IT STOP!
NO!
I... I can't... I made a promise! I need to...
I don't care
Stop
Don't stop I'm right here, let it out.
YOU ARE READING
you're going to be ok
Acakjust for people who are down and depressed and in the dirt. I have a lot of people like that in my life and I want them to be happy and smile. i want people to know they have an out. Away from their world they can talk to me and rant. I might not kn...