Daddy Damon (Gorillaz)

Part 9

Damon's breathe quivered above me, staring deeply into my eyes. I had never looked at his face long enough to look at every little crease, dot and detail. Now that I had I felt like I was staring into someone I knew all too well.

Even though everything seemed confusing as hell in my eyes with Justine and how he felt the need to just drop her suddenly like that. It made me feel a bit vulnerable, almost like I was lucid dreaming and I could control this very moment.

Does Damon know me well enough to be telling me these things? I'm young and stupid, I have no point of being here apart from my desire to want him and see him. Like I can't control myself, but I feel like I need to. Would I be proud of myself for basically splitting up a couple?

I am the reason my Justine's heart is going to be broken.

I look to find Damon but I was too busy in my own world to realise that he had started viciously kissing and nibbling my neck.

"Damon." I calmly speak up. He moans in response but looks up to meet my eyes.

"Yes sweetheart?" Goosebumps run up my arms from the way his voice runs through my eardrum.

"What-" I sigh and push him off me sitting up to face him. "What do you mean you can get rid of Justine if I ask?"

He looks at me up and down biting his lip.

"It's not just you saying that in the moment is it?" I grab his hand bringing himself back into reality. His eyes go soft and he shakes his head.

"No, no, sorry I didn't mean to make you think that-"

"Then why is it so easy for you to throw her away with the click of your fingers? What if we became something and you found eyes for another young girl and I become Justine." I deeply sigh. "I'm sorry I'm not having a go at you. I just-"

"I filed for a divorce a week before you arrived."

"Huh?"

"She actually cheated on me at the beginning of this year before we had even met, but she insisted on us working out... I agreed to try which is why things seemed weird on tour with her and Jamie cause they both just wanted things to work out. Jamie, just wants me to find someone so I can be happy."

"How did you feel?" I felt bad for asking.

"Hurt." I rub his hand. "I lied and said she's away to find a reason for you to come see me." He looked at me apologetically.

"Damon I don't want to put you in a vulnerable position. My parents split up and it's like they completely forgot how to love and the second they went on a date it was like they were serious. I think they were just trying to find someone to fill a hole they were missing." I take a deep breathe, "I don't want you to think I'm suddenly the one because we fucked a couple times."

Damon shakes his head rapidly. "But I want you."

"But what if that feeling of want isn't real."

Damon leans in to kiss me but for once I suddenly felt like the one in charge.

"Damon I'd like us to be friends more than anything, I don't want to become the girl that starts liking her one night stands."

Damon sighs and squeezes my hand.

"Ok. But I'm still going to fight for you."

-I think I may edit some of the last chapters so the story line makes a little more sense, but hope you enjoyed this mini chapter cos I'm too lazy to write smut rn. Pls no disappoint-

-Also if you don't know already I have a new Damon story up so if you wanna check that out you can go onto my page-