Even if I'm Bisexual

Chapter 18

Alpha Point Of View

"Oy tibo, don't even think what that madman said" Jack said to me. We are here in the room now, just the two of us because our classmates are on break time now.

"Hey!" I looked at him and stared at him badly.

"I said don't think about what he said, he didn't think when he said that, he was really crazy"He said so i breath deeply and look away.

"You are not helping." I said, I heard her weak laugh.

"Why do I? do you need help?" He asked.

"Yes, help me negotiate with him. I don't know what to say to him, why is it that he likes me, eh there are so many beautiful women out there." I replied.

"What are you? Sexy? Crazy do you think I am a bridge for you to cross and greet him? You are very lucky when i did that." he said sarcastically.

"You should be thankful because i sided with you earlier." I said.

"Then, Thank you!" He said then stood up.

"Where are you going?" I asked, looking at him confused.

"In a place where I can enjoy and never-ending, bad trip." he said and left the room. That man is also bipolar right? Earlier he was like a sheep to me, but now, Hayst! take care of himself.

I also got up to go to our place here in school, Yes we have a place here at school just hidden.

While I was walking, I just looked at the emptiness. Because my brain couldn't absorb what Loni said, he knew we were the same--

"Ay! Sorry! sorry!" I said when i collided someone.

"You're not looking at your way." Cold voice said.

"Sorry not ..... Loni?" I asked when I saw who I had bumped into.

"Tsk." he said and was about to leave when I held him by the arm causing him to stop, How do I get started?

"Do you have something to say?" He asked.

"Ughm, about ughm--"

"If nothing else let me go." he said, I looked at my hand on his arm.

"Loni --"

"I still have something to go so can I? --" I did not finish what he was going to say when I spoke
And faced him.

"Loni sorry if I slapped you, sorry if --"

"Don't say that, it's my fault I was too over acting earlier that's why it happened." he said but nothing could be seen on his face.

"Loni if ​​there is--"

"There is no need for, you to let me go before I even think of courting you." he said.

"But Loni why are you like that?" I asked and released him. He looked at my hand before my face.

"Numb." he said and turned his back on me.

"Loni can I? Please tell me all your problems? I'm not even guessing to guess how you feel." I said. He looked at me with a bitter smile, I saw before I could see the tears disappear from his eyes.

"Alpha why is that? Why is it like this?" He asked and I looked. Now I see him crying in front of me, when we were kids I haven't seen him cry except now and it's because of me. And for the first time he called my real name.

"Alpha it hurts, It hurts for me to see you happy with Jack, it hurts for me to see you looking at him that you didn't do before, Alpha I thought you were looking for a woman? But why is that? Jack just came into your life as if Jake our trooper with whom we had grown up had died before."He said.

"Grade 5 When I realized I love you, I promised myself that when high school I will court you but high school is over I still can't do, The sweet words I left you before? For you I just excused that for that I shot a few shots I am Alpha but you are still my love every time you tell me that WE ARE FRIENDS, I am hurting and I think I have no hope in you. "he said while his tears continued to flow.

"Every time you laugh I want to be the reason why you laugh and every time you feel sad I want to make you happy.
Alpha yesterday I waited in our place rained, mosquitoes, i fell asleep waiting for you and hoping you will come because I have something to tell you but nothing happened, nothing happened, everything is still gone."he said.

"Loni .."

" I will understand if you do not like me, I will understand if you say again WE ARE JUST FRIEND, but I hope you do not make me a fool, I also hurt like you, because I am also human." And he held my hand then placed it on his chest.

"The speed of my heartbeat you are the reason for that, I don't know if you are like that too." he said and smiled hard, Then slowly lowered my hand as he did not remove the hold on me.

"Now I can say the reason why I get angry with Jack every time I see you together, I hope it's clear to you." he said and turned around then walked.

"What do you want to tell me ?!" I asked. He stopped but he did not look at me and raised his right hand then formed a number. 143 and leave.

143? What's that?

"Hoy Tibo." My eyes widened when i heard that voice.

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