Even if I'm Bisexual

Chapter 25

Jack Point Of View

That song, Is it really for Loni? how about me? i thought that song is for me.
It hurts, It hurts so much. Kieffer and her are together but she is flirting with Loni.

I'm confused, what do they really have? what is true? what does Alpha want to convey?

"Thank you Ms. Number 2, what a beautiful answer right? Okay so lets have Mr. number 3." I was the one to be asked, I didn't realize that the rest of us had already answered. We are in the question and answer round and my mind is really floating after our performance with Alpha.

I showed a forced smile.

The audience screams, that's what you can hear. a glance at Alpha what I did before facing everyone. She is my only strength.

"Hello Mr. Number 3 how's your day?" the host asked.

It's bad.

"It's fun and nice." I said while smiling.

"Good, so this is your Question. If you are the one to choose, the one you loved then who left you or the one you love now who is even more numb to the stone and already in a relationship, What will you choose?" He asked?

What kind of question is that? Wait, who asked this question?

"If I had to choose maybe nothing." I replied and smiled and took a deep breat.

"Because when I choose the one I loved then who left me there is a chance that he will leave me again as what she did in the past. Then when I choose the person I love now who is even more numb to the stone that was already taken, I will be hurt, because it is already taken why do I need more push myself? Maybe it's better to choose the third option, that I don't need to choose, that i only choose myself. Because there I won't be hurt and no one will be hurt.
I 'll just wait for destiny to make way for me to find the right woman who will love me to death,
Right woman who is ready to help me through hardship and comfort." My answer. Suddenly everyone applauded so I smiled. I looked at the direction of the Judges where an apple friend of mine was among the judges.

"Looks like our judge has a claim." said the person next to me. Guess who that judge raised his hand and now has a claim.

"What if the woman you are referring to that you will be with forever is a tomboy? will you accept her?" He asked.

FUCK YOU GARRY!
YOU ARE MAKING IT HARD FOR ME!

And wait, does he referring to Alpha? Please just... ahhhh don't!

"How come?" I asked myself while holding the mic.
Everyone was waiting for me to say something. To be honest, i don't know what to say.

"You know Mr. Garry C Farreom. I can't say if a tomboy can be with me because I don't see the future but if that's the way it is ..." I said and suddenly looked at Alpha who was looking at me.

"If that's what happens in the future, I'll be happy because she came into my life.
In my life full of darkness, my life is full of resentment and my life has no destination.
If that's what happens in the future maybe I can say I'm very lucky, I can
say I am the luckiest man in the world --"I said while looking at Alpha.
" -- Because she is with me through hardship and comfort in sadness and joy I can
say that I am very lucky because the person I love also loves me. "

I don't know, I feel like my answer to Garry's question to me has no connection. but there is a part of me that relieves after saying those things.

I don't know what the outcome will be.

"What a heart touching answer." I looked next to me and there I saw the host who cried and handed me a tissue.

"Mr. Number 3 is crying too." he said that's why the audience is cheering my name.

I'm crying?
I touched my cheek and Yes it was wet.

"Who's that tibo ? Hey! Whoever you are, love him too!" He said and looked at me.

"Thank you Mr. number 3 now let's have Ms. Number 3." I walked to my seat. I saw Alpha next to the host and smiled but also a fake one.

"Hi Ms. Number 3 did you cry because of your partner's answer?" The host asked Alpha.

Alpha looked at me but I avoided.

"Yes." was it your real answer?

"Hayst, love is so complicated. Tsk. So this is your question Ms. Number 3.
What will you do when you find out that your best friend and your childhood friend like you but you like someone else?" He asked? i looked at Alpha, she was about to answer when Garry raised his hand again so all the attention was on him.

"Yes? Mr. Garry?" The host asked.

"I have a good question." it said while smirking. I could already smell Garry's nonsense question.

"What's that?" The host asked.

"Ms. Alpha do you love Michael Jack Avellano?"

My eyes widened because of what Garry said, i looked at Alpha and just like me, she's shocked.

Alpha and I got the attention of everyone in the contest. Hot seat!

"Are you sure Mr. Garry?" The host asked. Garry smiled and raised his brows.

I just looked at Alpha who was looking straight at me.

Truth hurts. i should ready myself.

They said
I didn't want to be hurt and cried so I would have walked to the back stage when I heard her speak causing me to stopped.

"Yes ...."
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