So I've been grounded for a while now due to grades and stuff, but I no longer have a phone until I fix them. I even have an alarm clock now. But that's not what I came here to say.
I'm here because me and my mom got into it. Real bad. We were both yelling at one another and stuff was said, there were tears, the whole nine yards. And as you guys know by now, I suffer from anxiety and depression, but I also am on the break of insanity. Like laughing while crying and not being able to feel any pain. Whether it be emotional or physical. The reason I'm bringing this up is because my mom saw that part of me. To be honest I'm actually kinda terrified of her sometimes, so when she was about to hit me, I collapsed and just started screaming. I was on the ground screaming at the top of my lungs crying bloody murder. That's how bad it was. I don't even know why. And it's not like if I did it on purpose or anything. It was an involuntary action that came out of no where that I normally would never ever let my mom see. So I have no idea why it happened. It's not like she beats me or anything. And the last time she hit me was about a year ago. Maybe it because of what I've seen happen and I'm scared that she'll snap and start beating me like her ex did to her. I don't know. But we talked, everything thing is fine now.
On a lighter note, I have glasses now! Mainly for reading and drawing since my eyes still need to get used to them.
Thank you for reading!
Much love to all my lovers out there~!!!
Bye~!!!
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My Twisted, And Somewhat Dark, Life
Non-FictionFor those of you who have been with me for a while now, you'll know that I used to have this story that I would about my life and misfortunes in, well my mom get rid of it so I'm trying again! And for those of you who don't know me, hello there! Thu...
