I'm pathetic
I still can't seem to be able to get over him
It's been months since we split
He has a new girlfriend that he just started dating last month
He's moving on
So why can't I do the same?
Why am I still clinging onto the single string of hope that maybe
Just maybe
He'll miss me enough to want to come back?
I know it's selfish of me
Especially when I know that he wasn't happy with the distance
But things are different now
Why can't I just forget these feelings for you?
It was so much simpler back in middle school
We would always just hang out with everybody and just play some video games
or just screw around with each other
I would fuck with you and you would pretend to be offended in your adorable sarcastic tone
Wearing that cute smirk of yours
I can't help but reminisce about back then
Back when I couldn't even begin to imagine us being together
But I can't help it
I've tried everything
But I still remember the feeling you gave me
You're different from everyone else
You stayed
Even after I rejected you throughout middle school
You stayed
Even though we were just friends
You stayed
Even after you got to know me
You stayed
Even after you saw the real me
Why did you stay?
Why are you so nice?
Why are you so good to me even though we're not together anymore?
Why don't you love me in that way anymore?
Why do I still love you in that way even though you're not mine anymore?
Why do I love you?
... I'm so pathetic
Sorry Lovers for not being around as much,
You guys know how my mother is. And not only that but I've been really depressed lately so I couldn't find it in me to update anything. Anyways
Thank you beautiful/handsome Lovers out there for reading!
Bye~~~
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My Twisted, And Somewhat Dark, Life
Non-FictionFor those of you who have been with me for a while now, you'll know that I used to have this story that I would about my life and misfortunes in, well my mom get rid of it so I'm trying again! And for those of you who don't know me, hello there! Thu...
