TWICE Saida Uncontrollably Fond

We aren't actually dating... right?

DAHYUN'S POINT OF VIEW

All the other members congratulated us on being a "couple".
Sana moved closer to try and kiss me AGAIN the second time tonight. My heart I couldn't breathe properly. There was a word for this... I think it was...fluttering? I know I always act like I hate it when Sana tries to kiss me but honestly I always hope she does. I always push her away but I do want her to kiss me and sometimes I get upset or wonder why she doesn't when she forgets to kiss me in the morning. I don't know how to explain this situation... I don't feel like this when Momo tries to kiss me, Why am I like this when Sana does? It's probably just a Friend thing or a phase I'm going through it'll go away soon.

"Breakfast!!" Nayeon called out. She, Jihyo and Jeongyeon we're preparing breakfast together. We all had different shifts so we took turns to make breakfast. My shift was with Sana and Momo. "Eeeeww I hate eating beans," Chaeyoung said and scrunched up her face. "It's ok Chae, I'll eat yours, I like beans anyway," Mina said and gave Chaeyoung a glass of water "Please stop, it's 7am in the morning and we're trying to eat," Jihyo joked and we all started laughing. "Woah. Now we have 2 couples here!" Nayeon said looking and me and Sana. I stared at Sana blushing. "Honeyyy" Sana said to me. She always calls me that. She says it in such a cute way haha

When we finished breakfast, we were given a 30minute break because we needed to digest our food before practicing our new dance. We had a concert coming up. "Let's do a V Live Sana!" I went beside Sana and hugged her arm. "Pleaseeeee," I whined and pouted. "Okay dubu," she said we went into the room. "Hey! Saida is doing a v live! Let's join them!" Tzuyu said. Yes, that was our nickname now. Saida. No one called us Sana or Dahyun when we were together anymore. If two of us were together at the same place everyone would address us as Saida. I didn't mind, in fact I kind of liked it haha. Ahh but the rest of the members joining v live means less people will ship me and Sana... I don't know why I like people shipping us but I just do and it makes me smile... uncontrollably.

"Anyeong ONCE!!" Jihyo said. We all started talking to ONCEs and danced together. "Eh? Even ONCEs noticed Saida haha" Momo said "Woah yea they do, look at all the comments" Mina added on "Yaaa ONCEs don't try and take dubu away from me! She's mine!" Sana said and hugged me tightly. I liked it. "Aigoooo look at them. So cute!" I heard Jeongyeon say. "Mina and I are cute too!" Chaeyoung said. Haha baby tiger is so cute "Oh yes! Too much saida, we forgot about our dear Michaeng!" Nayeon said. "Ya ONCEs now we have 2 couples in this group" Nayeon said.

We were in the practice room dancing and laughing at each other's jokes. Most of our laughter came from Nayeon and Jeongyeon arguments. Sometimes it was about Jeongyeon calling Nayeon a "scardey-cat" and Nayeon trying to prove that she isn't. Or it could just be about how Nayeon keeps mentioning she's young and Jeongyeon calling her old. To be honest, they were just like a couple, but in a different way.
"Ah!" I heard Sana yell and I ran to her straight away. "UNNIE! Are u okay?" I asked. I think my face showed too much concern because she looked so touched and stood up. "I'm okay," she said and then went on talking about how serious I looked when she fell and started laughing at me. It was cute haha. "You weren't like that to me when I fell!" Nayeon exclaimed and the whole room burst out in laughter.

I don't know why either. But I like Sana. I don't know as a Friend or as something more but I know for sure that I like her. I won't tell her though. Not in a million years.