Lost Mendes || Camila/You

XX

"Y/n get your ass over here!" I sighed and made my way to Shawn's side. We've been in the studio for the longest and can't come up with anything and by 'we' I mean him.

"What? What do you need this time?" I said as I saw Shawn struggling with lyrics. "I-I don't know what to put I'm stuck." I sighed and sat down next to him, and grabbed the paper to see what he had put.

"Shawn the only word you've written on this paper is 'it's' I can't help you if you don't have more than a sentence." I exclaimed to him and ran my hand through my hair out of frustration. He's been having 'writers block' for the longest. He says it's just a phase but I know he's having trouble.

"How about you write a verse and I'll write one too and see which ones better." Shawn said taking out another piece of paper and pen. I hesitated but still agreed. Anything to get him to write something down maybe he'll come up with a great song after this.

It's been at least a two years since Camila's departure. I haven't handled it well, but Shawn says I've handled it better than other people have done. Im not going to lie and say I don't love her. I could hear everything she was saying that day in the hospital room. The moment her hand slipped from mine I knew she wasn't mine anymore and I couldn't do anything about it.

Waiting here for someone

Once I woke up I automatically asked for Camila hoping she would probably still be around, but when Aaliyah came back in my room I knew all hope was lost. I hoped maybe later on she would come and tell me she regretted everything she said and wanted to be back in my arms.

Only yesterday we were on the run

I've tried searching for her, but she was out of the map. No one I mean no one knew about her. I tried going to her parents, but all they told me is that she didn't tell them either but just reminds them she's doing fine. I tried to contact anyone that ever knew her, but no one knew where she had gone.

You smile back at me and your face lit up the sun now I'm waiting here for someone.

Aaliyah's was waiting me to move on for the longest trying to set me up with people and I've found someone but I'm still caught up on her. My heart beats for that small cuban. Would it always beat for her is what I'm asking. If she came back out of nowhere would I give everything up to go back with her? Or would I stick my ground and stay with who I am with at the moment.

Camila's been my rock she's all I know. She's my first everything, first kiss, first love, first heartbreak.

And oh, love, do you feel this rough?
Why's it only you I'm thinking of

"Done!" I heard Shawn say and when I looked down at my paper I guess I was done as well. I slid my paper next to Shawn so he could read it. I didn't really care for it so I put my palm under my chin and scrolled through twitter or whatever could entertain me for the time being.

"Y/n your first verse is way better than mine I think you should actually finish this." I sighed and shook my head as I stood up. "I'm sorry Shawn I have somewhere to be. I'll see you later for dinner?" Shawn nodded and stood up to give me a hug, but before I left he handed me the paper and whispered to me to finish it. I looked up at his eyes and i knew he was serious.

"Be safe!" I heard him yell as I was almost out the door. "Always!"
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I had just made it inside my favorite diner and waited for my girlfriend to come and meet me here. It was a retro old school looking diner I fell in love with it the moment I found it. A couple days after I was able to leave the hospital. I woke up early one day and decided to come get something to eat.