Chapter 27

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There comes a time in everyone's life when all You just want to do is sit and stare in space

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There comes a time in everyone's life when all You just want to do is sit and stare in space. Not thinking anything. Not feeling anything. Just Nothing. For no particular reason. In my case, their is a reason. A big reason: In just a matter of few hours; I was heart-broken, accused of being a hoe and walking on pavement which God only knows led where. . 

I stopped and look around. Everything was so peaceful. People were busing in their lives. Mother's hurrying with their kids to catch school bus on time, Men walking briskly towards their offices, others doing all the chores of their daily routines. Vegetable, fruits stalls being setup, smell of coffee brewing from various shops. . No one cares what the others are suffering. Everyone is fighting a battle, demons only they know and can fight. . No one knows the pain I am in. . 

I am merely a girl, how came here few months ago and look what life had turned out. . 

"Looking for something particular, sweets?"

I turned around a found a woman, in her late 30's, smiling warmly.

"No, no. Just looking around." I said smiling.

"Hmm. I think so good could be done to you by a cup of warm coffee." The lady said, enthusiastically. 

"Oh no no, Ma'am. I am afraid, I have to reach my home. It's very cold out here. Thank you so much for your offer." I said warmly and backing away from her.

I started walking again, this time in a hurried pace. I had to reached home. Just like that, a sign board came in view and with it's help, I was standing outside my apartment 2 hours later.

Great.!

I opened the door and stepped inside the warm lounge. Reaching my room, feeling numb, I took a short shower, in hopes of ridding my mind of the last night's events. 

There's a saying that whatever the heart feels, that feeling is never easy to suppress.

Then came the first tear. . 

Why me? 

Because you are a fool, My dear. Said my Brain.  You are so naive, You think attention was meaning He was IN TO YOU. I love you and all but you were a fool.

I know. Please make this Pain go away. Please.

It will go away. Eventually . .

But it's killing me. I am feeling suffocated. Help me.

You and only you can help yourself, dear. Not me, not anyone else.

I was wrong. So wrong. Never again am I doing this mistake. Ever.

                          I HATE LOVE.


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