Fate (Jacob Whitesides Fan Fiction)

Chapter 5: He doesn't get it

(this chapter is couple days after the previous chapter)

Aria's POV:

Jacob was probably the only thing ever on my mind. I wanted to run my fingers through his hair, I wanted to stare into his chocolate colored eyes forever, his voice was so soft and pleasant. He was perfect to me I swear I was in love with him. I knew I had feelings toward him but I didn't like admitting it to myself.

There wasn't a point of being in love with him, he didn't feel the same way and he had a girlfriend who he loved. I could never truly love Jacob anyway. In the past Lucas was the only boy I ever loved. He broke my heart and ruined me. Tears streamed down my face just thinking about him.

After a few minutes of crying I wiped the tears and cleaned myself up. But I couldn't help it I just kept sobbing. My phone started ringing and I picked up and anyone with a brain could tell I was crying. My voice sounded shaky and I couldn't hide it. I spoke into the phone and immediately regretted it. "Ari are you okay?" I heard Jacobs sweet voice say. "I'm perfectly fine" I said in between sobs.

I really didn't want him to ask why I was crying I was being pathetic. "I'll be right over I have to make sure you're okay" he said and hung up before I could say anything. I sighed and wiped my tears again. I guess I'll see him when he gets here he's gonna have to see me a hot mess and teary eyed.

Jacob's POV:

I wanted to hangout with Aria today but when I called her she was crying. There was seriously something wrong. She didn't deserve to be upset. She was all I had, well not entirely but it felt like it. She needs someone there for her. When I arrived at her house I knocked once and smashed the door open without giving her a chance to even open it.

I walked into her dining area and saw her making her way to me. She was in the hallway with tears still streaming down her face so as instinct I pulled her into a big hug and squeezed tight. "You're still crying" I said still hugging her. She had wrapped herself next to me and them we sat on the couch. "Please tell me what's wrong" I said frowning.  It was weird to see her upset like this. I felt her put her arms around me once again and she buried her face into my chest.

"I just wanted another hug first" she said pouting. I hugged her tightly agan and I edged her on to keep talking. "I'm glad I can tell you anything so here it goes...A year ago I had a boyfriend and we were in love or so I thought. But he chaeated on me and he did all these awful things and now I don't wanna trust anyone anymore. I hate getting close and now I feel like I'm in love again and this guy doesn't like me and he already loves someone and I'm afraid to get hurt."

I looked her straight into her bright green eyes that I loved "don't cry anymore please I know it hurts you but you're amazing and beautiful you truly are a good person and someone is out there for you" I said wiping away more of her tears.I gave her another big bear hug and she lifted her head and looked as if she stopped crying.

"Why didn't you come around for awhile before and you wouldn't even talk to me" she asked now upset. I secretly hoped that this wouldn't come out and she forgot about it. I really didn't know what I was gonna say so I smiled "I was super busy remember?" "Jacob.." she said softly and her voice cracked. "I can tell you're lying i just wanna know the real reason" she said shedding a tear.

"It wasn't because of you, it's not you its me" I choked out. I really couldn't belive myself thats all I could say to her. I could grow up and tell her what I really meant but I don't know if I could. "How could you use that lame ass excuse?" she said and pounded her little hands into my chest. "I just wanna know" she said yelling a little bit.

She was all upset over something so small. She was over reacting. I knew that it hurt her and she had a hard time with her feelings. "Please stop, it's just that Kelsey was upset I told her about you. She doesn't believe we're best friends and shes sorta jealous and not being around you for awhlile made her happy. I'm sorry" I explained to her.

"Jacob, we are best friends just friends why can't she accept that. She should if she really cared about you she'd respect that some of your friends are girls" Aria said now calmed down. I hugged her again "I'm honestly sorry"

I knew it was wrong of me to think or admit but I did have feelings for Aria too..