why die? *not updated often updated*

chapter 3

summers pov

so it’s december 2013 and 2014 is coming close. “tris piss off” i yell down the corridor as he chases me with a dirty sock “haha no” he looked so evil how do the fan’s think him of all people are hot. “stop tris” brad say’s as i run behind him using him as a shield “get him brad beet him up, show him what your made of” i squeal as they play fight. “right boys stop, and for you stop encouraging them” joe laughs at me and i hold my hands in the air “what me…no you have the wrong girl i am an angel” ‘pfffhahaha’ i hear James laugh from the green room “shut up James” i smile threw the window at him. today is the day wild hart is being realist meaning we are in an office ready to tweet, facebook and twittcam. well not me i just watch them and stuff. “right guy’s it is ready to upload soon”.

(on twitcam) 

“hey guy’s, so as you know are new ep is out and we hope you like it. so know we are going over to twitter to answer some questions” James rambled as he flicks threw his phone. i found a good one and handed my phone to James “@thevampsaresexy if you were on a desert island who would you eat first? thats a good one well done summer” he looks at me and i smile before walking back to my seat and they carry on answering questions “@bradsbum haha nice name anyway, who is summer? or am i just weird and the only one who docent know?” tris calls out “come here sum” James patted his nee i huffed and got into camera as i sat on James nee “i am summer” i wave and giggle slightly “and she is my sister” James slapped the back of my head lightly “oi watch it took me ages to straighten this” i pointed to my head “oo sorry miss huffy pants” he teases and i mess his hear. “right we better go before they end up fighting” con smiles “yeah sum is practically on my nee and her bum is bonnie as heck” tris slaps my bum “TRISTAN OLIVER VANCE EVANS HOW DEAR YOU?” i try to act serious and hurt but we end up laughing so do the others “anyway byeeeeeee” we all said are goodbyes and then we were off air. 

“sum come help me get drinks?” brad shouts and i run past the boys messing on and to him and out the door. “well that was fun?” i giggled and he smiled “i love your laugh” he smiled and i shut up. “so whats up in brads life?” i puffed as we walked slowly down to the cafe aria “um not much…but can i get some advise about a girl?” o no not me go ask someone that actually docent love or fancy you. “yeah go ahead” i nod and smile what the hell have i got myself into “right so there is this girl who i am close with and she is so beautiful, funny and kind but i don’t know how to tell her i like her without ruining are friendship and making things awkward between us and her family as i am quit close to the family as well and this is a whole big mess. the whole point is i really like her and i don’t know if she feels the same but how do i ask her” we stop and i look at him “tell her how you feel” i smile at him “i just did” he smirked “what i am confused” i scrunch my face up he steps closer “i said i just told you my felling’s” and then what i have been waiting for for around 2 year’s happened… he slowly kissed me it was magical filled with love and happiness and for once in my life i felt wanted by someone other than my brother and parents.

he pulled away i stepped back my eyes open full and my hand over mouth “so what do you think?” he put his hand in his pokers kicking his feet around on the floor “i-i-i-i-i-i um i” i stuttered o god woman grow up and actually say something “it’s ok if you don’t like me like that i just feel like we have something here and it feel’s strong like we were made for each other” his eyes went glossy “brad…i don’t know what to say….how long have you had these feelings” he looked up “like since…day one” and he didn’t think to mention anything “thank god am not the only one” i covered my mouth did i just say that “so you like me to” he smiled hope written all over his face “yeah i do” it came more of a silent whisper than an actual statement. i was pulled into a big hug 

unknown’s pov

i can see them hugging what do i do? should i tell James and ruin it for them or do i keep it a secret as i don’t know if it was just a friendly hug.

brad’s pov

i am so glad she likes me but what about James he will go ape shit if he finds out i kissed her he will say and i quote ‘you took advantage of my sister, she is younger than you how dear you’ and then he would never talk to me again but i love her and I’m so sure of that. i have seen her scares and listened to her pain. sat threw some of her tears and i wouldn’t change any of it. she makes me happy and thats what i want, i want her to be mine and for her to call me hers but i know that will never happen as James knows my past and how i treat girls but that was old me i can treat her so much better but James won’t see that and i know he won’t.