The Unbreakable Series (Taken)

Chapter 18 (HIS POV)

BILL/SIR POV

She submitted to me again. I didn't think she would. I wanted to cry when she kneeled in front of me. it took me back to the collaring ceremony. She even bowed her head and put her tiny hands on your thighs. She looked perfect. I wanted to pick her up and swing her around the room. but I have to show strength right now. She will see my good side soon. I will be great to her. Right now, I couldn't be happier that she submitted. I wish I could have stopped at two punishments, but she had a little fight left in her. it took thirty lashes. for her to really fall to pieces. I feel like such an asshole.

But I have her back that's all that matters. I will start treating her better. her face was shocked when I brought out her collar. I handed it to her. she just stared at it. I can see the tears wanting to come out. when she saw the key. She smiled a little. I can't wait to see that smile all the time. we were in the living room she was holding her collar and tracing the hearts with her finger. I think she missed it. I know in my heart she remembers what we had. I pray we can have that again. this time I want to be even stronger. She begged me not to put her in the cage. I caved. I just hope she doesn't try and pull something. I know submitting means something to her.

I decided to put her in one of the bedrooms. I grabbed the cuff and she cringed. I hate using them but I needed to make sure she can do a runner. I used rope to tie her to the bed. I moved the knot where she couldn't get to it. I opened the door all the way and walked out. when I was walking down the hall. I could hear her crying. I wanted to help her. I even thought about having Billy come out. sucks I know she is going to cry herself to sleep. I wish I could be sweet to her. we have a long plane ride coming. I am starting to second guess what I am planning on the plane. Right now, I am thinking Billy was right all along. Well I have dug my own grave. Whatever happens I pray she will understand why I did it all.

I wish I could make her understand. living without her is a nightmare. I really tried to move on. Billy was pissed. He wanted nothing to do with any woman. He has always known she was the one. the moment he locked eyes with her. he was hooked like a fish on a line. I make my way to the bedroom. I have been using. I can still hear her cry. Now Billy is crying too. I wish I never fucked up. this is all my fault and I know it.