Dear Jimin

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Dear Jimin,

It has been a month since we last talked, and since the last time I saw you.

I tried calling you but it's out of coverage area.

Well I guess it's either you changed your phone number, or you blocked me.

Since that day that you told me that you wanted to stay away from me, I was never the same old Caitlynn again.

I used to smile and laugh a lot before, but now that you're gone, it's hard for me to be the same old Caitlynn again.

I kept on questioning myself, what did I do wrong?

Did I became a bad friend to you?

Did I hurt you?

Did I said something you didn't like?

Am I a selfish friend?

Am I a careless friend?

I kept on asking myself these questions everyday.

But up until now, I still don't have an answer to these questions.

It's so hard, Jimin.

Now I know.

I know that the hardest thing in life is not talking to someone you used to talk to everyday.

I've said this a lot before but again,

I miss you so much Jimin.