Loneliness

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     Lance never felt loved in his life. Only pity and all the other bad things from other people. Even before the Garrison and Voltron, he only felt loneliness. After getting ejected into space war without his consent, this feeling just got worse.

     Keith hated him, only either arguing with him or training in the middle of the night. Allura basically ignored his existence from his "obnoxious" behavior. Shiro pretended to care, but only if it was needed, if not, he would just start talking with the others and such. Pidge and Hunk were better to him, but even they made him feel lonely at times, leaving him to talk to each other about techy things. He may have felt loneliness at home, but here he didn't even get pity, being told to "suck it up."

     He couldn't handle it, so he started the bad habit. He didn't mean for it to go so far, but it did. He ended up using it as his support line when he felt bad. It wasn't until one night that nobody knew. That one night, Keith was passing by his door.

     He could hear the faint sobs coming from the door in the dimly lit hallway. He inched closer to the closed door and slowly slid it open, almost immediately dropping his arm. What he saw terrified him. Lance was sitting on his bed with one leg under him, a towel covering said leg, and small drops of blood splashing down on the towel. His heart dropped as well as his jaw.

     This sight made him sad and infuriated at the same time. He couldn't control his emotions, rushing into the room with the tears eyed Lance and grabbing his hand with a tight grip. Lance couldn't say anything so he just let himself get dragged into the bathroom and let the cool water wash away the excess blood running down his wrist. Keith then rushed him back onto the bed and didn't let go of his hand. Lance just looked at Keith with confusion laced in his sad eyes.

    Keith let go right before he said, "Lance, why?" And it went silent again for a few milliseconds.

     "Because I'm all alone." Keith felt his heart drop even lower if possible.

     "No, you're not. So please, don't do this to yourself." Lance felt a tinge of hope in his heart.

     "I know, I know. It's just so stressful and hard and I can only see the bad in myself because that's all that anyone cares about. My mistakes." He started to ramble with self doubt.

     Keith felt so bad that he and everyone else made him feel this way about himself. The best he could do right now was comfort him in his time of need. So as Lance continued to ramble, Keith put a hand on his back to rub soothing circles as a means of comfort. At first it was kinda awkward for both of them, but eventually Lance snuggled into Keith even the slightest bit.

     "It's okay Lance. I'm here for you, and so is everyone else. All you have to do, is tell us when you feel this way or if it's too difficult, I'm sure everyone will understand." Keith soothed.

     "Yeah, I guess you're right." Lance finally gave in, hugging Keith while wiping the tears from his eyes.

     "You don't have to be lonely anymore. You have us." And with that, the night went on. And in the morning everyone was told and they all lived happily ever after.

The End
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