Kidnapped By The Broken

CHAPTER 16

I was stunned. I couldn't move or breath. His lips were moving over mine, kissing. I was flushed and in a state of shock. I got to say, I'm 22 and never been kissed. Right now Blake was kissing me, which makes him my first kiss. I couldn't move. His kisses were hard and harsh. They were trying to say me something, something like letting out so much of frustration.

It started to hurt when he bit my lower lip hard then it all shattered as the reality hit me. Somehow i tried to push him away from me, only for him to hold me much more tight towards him. He snaked one arm around my waist and the other cupped my cheek to hold me steady.

"Stop. Stop." I struggled to get him to stop. I put both my hands inbetween us and attempt to push him, but i couldn't. He was more hard and strong. Is he made of rock? I tried moving my head away from his lips to breath, it made him kiss my cheek. However it didn't last long because, he pushed me to the door and sandwiched me between the door and him. Then he looked at my lips and then my eyes and again my lips. Then he closed his eyes and opened them straight to my eyes. Those brown eye, with a little grey in the middle, held me on the spot, like he put a spell on me. It looked like they were pleading me.

"I'm sorry." Blake whispered to me. As he said those words i felt like a whole mountain of emotion pool out of me and it made me cry. One by one tears followed down my cheeks. He used his thumb to wipe them away.

Then unexpectedly he kissed me again. This time he was slow and nice. He kissed the left corner of my lip and then the right corner. He then tugged my lips with careful, powerful strokes. Some kind of sensation passed all over my body. It was pleasurable.

Then when i decided to kiss him back, he pulled away. I was left frustrated and needy. He pulled back by just keeping a hand lenght distance between our faces, other than that my whole body was flushed to his.

We were both breathing hard. He kept his gaze on my lips as i kept mine on his eyes. He bought his forehead and layed it over mine. My state of shock was still there. I would never forget what just happened now, i had my first kiss. It's very embarrassing to say that this was my first kiss in all my 22 years, but what can i say? I wasn't living in a good situation to have boyfriends or to fall in love.

"Why did you do that?" I asked him.

He gaze moved from my lips to my eyes. "I wanted to do that long time back." He said smirking.

The answer was some what satisfying, confusing and scarry. Why would a guy like Blake want to kiss me? I was nothing compared to the girls he would have met. I wasn't beautiful. I was an okay type. But why would he want to kiss me from a long time? I wonder how long does 'long time' mean.

Omg! What the fuck am i doing? I just let a guy kiss me. I let Blake kiss me. Oh god! Get out of your dream world Hannah. This isn't a guy who would just like you. Blake is taking advantage from you. Why would Blake even want to kiss you? Unless he wants you to think that he likes you to just get into your pants. He hit you. He will hit you again. He will hurt you at last. You will be hurting at last. Push him away. Push him. Push.

With all the force i had i shoved him away from me. I was really angry and hurt. He was stunned at what i did.

"I'm not a whore, who would come for all what you give. How dare you kiss me? What did you think of me? Huh? You just want to get in my pants. I'm not a girl like what you think." I cried. "What were you thinking? That i was an easy target? Next time you pull a stunt like that, i will make you not have babies in the future. You son of a bitch. " I screamed at him. "I thought you were different." I whispered and ran out of the room.

I came back to my room and locked it. I went to my bed and I cried and cried. Was i an easy target? Every man in the world are the same. I was a fool to think Blake would be different.