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juniper harington,
i know i could text you, or use any of the modern communications to get this message to you faster, but i didnt like the idea of twiddling my thumbs and waiting for the 'read' sign to come up on my screen. id much rather send this letter, encompassing everything i want to say to you, out into the world and be done with the whole thing.
i heard from a mutual friend who wishes to remain nameless (it was ed) that you're staying with kit temporarily. that's good. you're always your happiest around him. im staying with ed for now actually. i couldn't face sleeping in the bed we shared when you stayed round (which was very frequently, whenever i was in london) and waking up to an empty space where you should be. or getting up and making breakfast on the kitchen island where you sat in the morning and distracted me from cooking (your great diversion strategies usually resulted in us eating burnt pancakes). it just wouldn't be the same. and i don't want to have a fucking break down whenever i smell your perfume somewhere around the flat. so i'm staying with ed until i feel alright again.
seeing all those pictures of you in mykonos was absolutely torturous for me and i think you know that. but kit came round and assured me that you're having a bit of a shit time too. what a fucking state we're both in, right? please try not to be mad at kit for visiting me, i know that he's your brother and should be on your side always, but he was just being a good friend. he reassured me that you haven't completely forgotten about me, which made me a little bit happier.
dont worry about that voice mail you sent me. im surprised i havent done the same thing yet. though please, please dont drink yourself into oblivion over me. im certainly not worth it, petal. please be happy.
anyway, im writing to you because i found one of your pictures in my jeans pocket. and apparently had a good old cry about it. i dont remember though because i was incredibly drunk at the time, something i've been a lot recently to distract myself from you. i thought maybe you'd want all your photos back now that things with us are finished. so you'll find the lot of them at the bottom of this envelope.
