My Baby

Clover- Daddy

So Heavenly let us move in with her and Jason's job got him a 2 bedroom apartment. We are staying with Lele but I still have a room at Jason's. Tae let Loyalty in the daycare too so Loyalty goes to work with Lele while I go to work. I swear I love Justin so much. He is always up under me. Destin gets jealous all of the time. He drops Justin off at his aunts house so he can play with his cousins.

Paris had twin girls and Chris proposed. The other kids have gotten so big and they are all a big happy family.

I just got off of work when I got a message from Rocky.
Rocky😒🙅🏾‍♀️🖕🏾- hey I was just checking on y'all. How is Loyalty? Is she good? Does she need anything?

I read the message over and over. Then I prayed to God that I was making the right decision.
To Rocky 😒🙅🏾‍♀️🖕🏾- Loyalty is fine. She is at daycare right now
Rocky😒🙅🏾‍♀️🖕🏾- Alright just checking.

I locked my phone and walked to Destin car. "Hey" I said as I got in the car. "How was work" he asked. "Work was work" I said. Then I got on Facebook and scrolled. I saw I was being tagged in something by a lot of people so I clicked on it. It was a video of Rocky. He posted a video of him saying he has a kid and is going to calm down with all his aggressive behaviors for his daughter. I read the comments. There was a lot of Thank You's and some yea rights. There was one comment that caught my eye. I guess it was one of the girls that he made get an abortion. Her name was Daisy. She said "so when did we start keeping babies?" and "I feel sorry for the baby's mom" and "we will see how long this lasts". I closed out as we pulled up to Heavenly's house.

We walked in and Lo ran up to me. "Hey baby" I said picking her up. "She is tired" Lele said. "Me too. Let's go take a nap" I said walking to my room. I laid down with Lo and gave her her cup. Then I felt my phone vibrate. Rocky posted something else. It was a video of him getting on a plane. His caption was 'Going to see my baby❤️. Florida ✈️'. My mouth dropped so fast. I locked my phone and just stared at Loyalty. "Lo I love you no matter what. I promise to make sure we are always straight" I said as I played in her hair. I felt myself drifting off to sleep.

I dreamed about when my parents were alive.

My daddy woke me up from my nap. "Juju wake up" he said using the nickname he gave me. "Huh" I asked sitting up. "You love me right" he asked. "Yes of course what's wrong" I asked. "I need you to do something for me that you might not like" he said. "I'll do the dishes" I sighed. "No not that" he laughed. Then Denise his rude and ugly girlfriend busted in. "He's here. Get out" she said. My daddy kissed my head and walked out. He stopped at the door and looked at me. "I'll buy you whatever you want" he said before walking away. I heard talking then a man appeared in front of my door. "Hello Juju" he said. "Hi" I said. "My name is Rocky" he said walking towards me. "This is only going to hurt a little bit" he said undoing his belt. "No" I said quietly. "You going to put up a fight" he asked pulling my covers. "No. No. Leave me alone" I said getting louder. "Come here" he said pulling my legs and tried to pull my pants down. "Daddy" I screamed. "You want to live" he asked as he pinned me down. I nodded. "Then be still" he said. I started crying as he pulled my pants down. "Daddy" I cried as he pulled down his pants. I felt the worst pain ever and screamed. I cried and screamed for my daddy until Rocky was done.

I woke up with a killer headache and tears streaming down my face. Loyalty was wiping my face and kissing my cheek. I hugged her tightly and wiped my face. "I love my fat momma sooooo much" I said kissing her head.