if i dont stop writing this book is gonna end in 2 days like fuck
jihoon stood outside in the cold, debating on knocking or using his key, seeing as he had sorta made it very obvious he had feelings for the other, and his anxiety was getting the best of him. just to his luck the front door was pulled open to show a giggly chan and a shirtless soonyoung, causing jihoons eyes to widen and quickly admire the boys body.
he was rippes, which made jihoon feel like he a slightly better chance with the redhead, but he wasnt fat either. he was, in the blondes mind, perfect, and he almost cringed at himself. the redhead raised his brows, befoee shoving chan out of the house, and pulling jihoon inside. "purple okay?"
the blonde gave the other a weird look but soonyoung brushed it off, shutting his door and walking back into the main room. he slipped on a sweater and jihoon frowned, disappointed that he wouldnt be seeing anymore of the boys glorious body, but he coverwd it with a smile when he turned around.
"so what brings you by ji?" the blonde laughed, walking into the kitchen as if it was his own, grabbing a plate of leftover chicken and a small bottle of pepsi (istg im 50% pepsi by now) before sitting on the couch. he patted the spot next to him and the older sat next to him, immediately being pulled into the blondes arms. "do i need a reason anymore?"
soonyoung chuckled and shook his head, once again turning on the tv, but flipping over to netflix, selecting his favourite anime at the moment and starting the fourth episode. the two had a decent conversation, both avoiding the topic of the almost kiss that happened a few days prior, 2 to be exact, but whos counting here.
oh except for both boys, who were most definitely into each other but were too busy playing hard to get, and even chan was tired of it. speaking of chan. "i got the purple dye, and jeonghan and jisoo, are we doing this or not hyung?"
jihoons eyes widened as he realized what was happening and he latched onto the olders arm, running his fingers through his red hair. "but i like it red soonie~" soonyoung giggled, grabbing the boys tiny wrist and pulling his hand away from his head, standing up. "youll like the purple too ji dont worry" jihoon sighed, nodding in defeat as he stood up, glancing at the box of purple dye, and a box of black dye.
"whos the black for?" a devilish smirk formed on jeonghans face and the blondes face immediately fell. "you"
jihoon stared at himself in the mirror, his blonde hair was now a dark, crisp black and he admired it all angles. it turned out nice, and jisoo had even given him a new cut, which soonyoung insisted was perfect for him, so of course jihoon liked it.
he ran his hands through his hair once before he stepped out of the restroom, a slightly nervous jeonghan was sitting on a stool by the island, and he turned to him immediately. "do you like it?" jihoon smiled and nodded, walking up to the older and giving him a warm hug, thanking him once again.
soonyoung had disappeared, to take jisoo home, so jihoon was stuck alone with jeonghan until he came back, which wasnt that bad but jihoon was already starting to miss the older. "god im so fucking clingy" his eyes widened as he realized he had said the statement outloud and jeonghan laughed.
"miss him already huh?" jihoon puffed out his cheeks and shook his head, sitting on the stool next to the older and he rolled his eyes. "sure your not"
"im not!" the blonde chuckled shaking his head and grabbing a peanut from the plastic bag he had in front of him. "keep telling yourself that jihoonie" the newly dark haired male growled at the nickname, but he soon sighed, shoving his face into his hands.
the older set his hand comfortingly on the youngers shoulder as the boy started to mindlessly vent, exposing a lot about himself that not many people know. "im pretty sure im in love with soonyoung hyung, and i have been for quite some time now"
jeonghan focused on the boys mumbled words, trying to decifer them as best as possible but he definitely missed a few. "i just, wanted to be sure you know? so i gave us a month to find out if it really is real, but im starting to regret it. yet at the same time, teasing soonyoung is so enjoyable because he gets so flustered and frustrated and ugh"
jeonghan glanced down at his phone, which showed that someone was calling him and he quickly answered, telling the person on the other line to be quiet and listen, and surprisingly enough, they did. and jihoon continued talking, oblivious to the extra listener.
" i dont think you understand how badly i want him sometimes hyung. when he wakes up in the morning and his hair is all disheveled and messy, he just looks so... hot... and i dont know how to control myself sometimes. but he can also be the cutest thing in the entire world and i just wanna shower him with kisses but i cant. you know?"
jeonghan hummed in response, signaling jihoon that he couls continue, and he did. the person on the other line of the phone was currently sitting behind the front door of the house, in the cold, with the biggest smile on his face.
"sometimes i just wanna pin him down and make him shake, but other times i want to wrap him in my arms and tell him how much i love him, but im worried that hell give up before the months over. but i refuse to end the twisted game because im selfish and its enjoyable to tease him so much hyung i dont know what to do"
at that moment jeonghan hung up the phone, and the front door pushed open, revealing and smiley, purple haired soonyoung, and jihoon immediately forgot about everything that was bothering him. "soonie~" the younger called as he ran up to the taller male, jumping into his arms and hugging him tightly.
after a few moments soonyoung gave into his urge to speak, and the words that fell out of his mouth gave jihoon all the more reason to love the older male. "id wait forever for you ji. dont ever think differently"
so i just spent like, 2 hours sobbing while watching random seventeen videos because i love them sm and im a very emotional stan so that was an enjoyable evening. hows yours going
