not an update! sorry! but Ill be updating tomo :) Ive had thi idea stucked with me for a while now and I know that say something is just on its few firts chapters and I still plan to continue it! Im just afraid that If I dont write this down It'll be gone in my head aha. So tell me what you guys think, yea?
so the title will be "Hold on (Were Going Home)" but Im not yet sure about it yet. Im sorry if I have really lame titles :( but here's the preview!
"Do you really have to leave, harreh?" Zayn asks his bestfriend of 10 years, his hands on harry's knees, head on his shoulder as the curly headed boy sat on the edge of their mercedes benz pick up truck, his legs sandwhiching zayn.
Harry let out a sigh before using his left hand to lift zayn's chin so he can see the golden brown orbs of zayn he always adored. tears are threatening to fall any moment , harry can see it, the crystal clear liquid surrounded by zayn's thick, long eye lashes. "You know that I have to, right? As much as I want to spend all the days of my life with you, I have to leave this place. Too much has already happened and Me, gem and mum needs to move on. We cant if we stay here." He finishes, closing his eyes on those last words, and resting his forehead on zayn's.
"I know... I know... but Im selfish. so selfish that I'll beg you to stay even if I know that you wont... What will happen to me without you, harreh? Youre my only friend, and I plan to keep it that way.." Zayn whispered, while harry's thumb glides softly on his cheeks to wipe the tears that had already escaped zayn's eyes. Its true that Harry is Zayn's only friend. Not that Harry's complaining, in fact, he enjoys being the only one to witness who zayn really is, how much of a wonderful person he is. He held both of zayn's cheeks, in his hand after he managed to wipe a few tears and said to him sternly, "Zee, its time for you to get some confidence up your ass! all those people in school are dying to be your friend, youre just not giving them the chance! you're the hottest person in bradford, you know?" harry chuckles as he continues. "I know how bashful you can be, but If Im not gonna be around for a really long time, I want you to make friends. promise me, yea?"
"You know I cant do it harreh! Not unless I forget about you, which will never happen!" Zayn grunts like a preschooler being forced by his parents to make friends with the other kinds in school. Nobody will compare to harry. he's sure of it. Even though in his sixteen years of existance, he hadnt really tried making friends with anyone else aside from him, he's sure of it.
"Then you'lll have to forget about me then.." Harry jokes, but it felt as if the words were venom as soon as it came out from his mouth. Zayn just stared at him with wide eyes, hurt evident in his face. Harry knew exactly how to hanlde this kind of situations, like he always does, when he wants to make zayn feel better. He smiles at him, as an idea came up to his weird brain.
"Will you still remember me in a year?" Harry asked.
"Yes! Harry whatre you-"
"Shhh! just listen!" Harry cut him off, yelling a yes to his mum when she informed him they have to go in five mins.
"How about a month?"
"yes.." Zayn replied, still not knowing where this is going.
"Will you remember me in a week?" Harry continued.
"Yes."
Harry smiles before kissing zayn's forehead.
"Knock knock!" he continued on his weird idea of a goodbye.
"Who's there?" Zayn asked reluctantly, this not making any sense to him but this might probably the last one he'll get from harry.
"See? You forgot me already." Harry smiles weakly, as the pick up truck he's sitting on the edge of started to move, causing him to detatch his body from zayn.
"I love you, zayn malik." was the last words zayn heard from his fifteen years old best friend.
I so love that knock knock joke! aha. so thats it! what do you guys think? let me know please. cause the first few chaps are already written, and If I recieve good feedbacks Ill realease it! also the next three chapters for say something is already written, just needs editing, but I wont be publishing them all at once, aha. maybe a few more votes and comments for chapter 6 and I will!
Thank you, you wonderful people!
-zuke
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