Letters

Addiction

Dear addiction,
     You just have everyone by the throats don't you? FUCK YOU for that. Fuck you for killing my childhood, ruining my family, and killing my mother. I don't even hate you. For me to hate you, I would have to love you at one point, but oh god I never could. This isn't a word to describe how I feel about you. I wish you never existed. I wish I had the eraser and pencil of life and could make it so you never existed. You are the reason my life has been nothing but tons of hardships. I fucking wish no one would ever let you walk in their lives. You're so unwanted after we open up to you. You crawl in at the weakest parts of someone's life comforting them and slowly sucking the life out of them. Why. Just why...